Things I wish I did....and maybe still could do but probably won't
I have written in this journal quite candidly, unabashidly, and sporadically at times, for years; my entire life as far as online journalling goes.
...I have logged a good 18 years give or take my periodic absence. I am so thankful for having chronicled what I believed at the time to be a normal existential period of exploration but in retrospect and by comparison to peers may actually be interesting in the least if not exceptional at best. In laymans terms I did a lot of stuff and ended up really well off despite what might be expected of someone with my experience. I wish I had the continued dedication and discipline to pursue publication of a book about my life which I don't find all that interesting but may be to others. It could certainly rival what is currently out there and being rapidly absorbed by the populus as great entertainment, if I were to reveal my life to the public. I am at present not certain that I'd be able to write in such a way or even willing to do so.....