so i got some notices in the mail and out of 11 schools that i applied to for law school i've been declined by 4 so far. not leaving me very much hope for the future but none the less i'll keep my fingers crossed. it's also not helping my state of mind for my writtings. i'm not the greatest writer in the world but i do enjoy to try and work on it. ( Read more... )

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ok so lets recap shall we. last weekend i spent time with charles. a guy who i've known for a few years and who i kinda have feelings for. i also lent him some money. then he goes behind my back to talk to my friend n invite her out after telling me he's busy. now i dont care that he wants to talk or hang out with her just dont do it behind my back ( Read more... )

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do this.
[01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you.

[02] I will then tell what song[s] remind me of you.

[03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.

[04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.

[05] Put this in your journal!

over the past month i've gone through alot. some of the highlights include making a tentative surgery date, signing up for hotornot.com, easter vacation. geeze i have an exciting life dont i ( Read more... )

right now im sitting in my horrible introduction to finance class! grrrrrr i hate this class. but back to other things. . .i spent the weekend meeting tony (that guy i met off of imatchup.com)let me tell you it just didn't go right or as either of us expected. he expected to find the love of his life and i expected to find a possible boyfriend ( Read more... )

ok so ive taken some time n not put an entry into the journal but that doesnt mean i didn't have anything to talk about for once. :) so i went ahead n created an account on imatchup.com, yes i may be a loser but let me tell u i knew a few people it definetly worked for! so :P anywho. . . i finally heard from charles. apparently he's working 4 jobs ( Read more... )

i feel i need a change or something stimulating to happen in my life. i fear i'm falling into a rot, a montonous cycle, an everyday kinda thing. ughness :-P it's kinda weird i can feel something's on the way but i don't know what it is, when it's coming or if i'll even know when it happens. either way i don't care. i just know somethings gotta ( Read more... )

ok so doctors must love torturing me. everytime i go to a new doctor its the same thing, "you may have this or that so let's do testing and see what happens". its like they get off driving me insane with this crap. i'm soo emotionally drained n tired its not even funny. yes thank god i dont have anything overly serious or deadly but this constant ( Read more... )