jesus christ I must have said fade away at least five fucking times, sorry bout that chaps. I promise Im not that much of an idiot, I just had to redo the entry that I acsidentally deleted, which was much better.
Very fucking deep Rachel. I almost cried trying to understand how you felt and realized every word you said was true to your heart. I hope you finaly understand the reason why he died is exactly the reason why you cried. He felt unworthy and unloved. The only comforts he had was his music, his daughter, and drugs. But two out of three of those things were becoming ruined and tattered. Francis was about to be eternally fucked up by the divorce battle him and Courtney were going to go through and his music was "popular". Everything he hated, he felt he was becoming. The thing he hated most about his childhood, he was about to do to his lovly daughter. He would have rather had been dead than been to blame for fucking up her life. And thats what he both tried to do in Rome and what he succeded in doing at his house. I know this is against what I normally think (Courtney killed him) but even with this... revolation i'm having right now she still killed him. Only differently. No dout she drove him to it. But really, who killed Kurt Cobain?
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