On my mind
As I enjoy my newly purchased "New Found Glory : Coming Home" cd that Germaine bought me and as I drive in the rain with it playing, it lets me think about various things. This cd is great because it talks about relationships and how great and wonderful they are. It really makes you feel good...if you are in a happy mood. I like the one song called "On My Mind". I find that it is great because I have delt with the same things. Lyrics. NOW!
Let's make a date out of the cinema
Then stay out till early in the morning
I always like it cause we take it slow
While everyone around us seems so hurried
It feels familiar, cause I've been here before
When your words
Swept the ground right from under me
Remember when you were so insecure
Now you can't get your hands up off of me
But the time we spent was so short
Can't believe it's time to go again
You're always on my mind, all the time
On my mind, believe it
Can we pick it up where you left off
When you said you'll never get over me
I'll take for granted every roll off your tongue
Cause you're screaming out all your honesty
You know it's time,
You see the bags at the door
I'm minutes away from departing
In exchange for a few last words
Will never be enough for me
Yup, those are pretty good lyrics, eh? I feel like we sometimes never get enough time together but really, we never leave. I think about her all the time, every second. Wondering, "Is she thinking of me at this exact moment?" I want to always be with you and hitting six months, really makes me happy. We just sometimes, never get the time we need. Once school is out of the picture, I think it will get better.
It has only been six months and it feels like a life time. I am not the same person as I was back in March 2006. Not at all. I have a different outlook on life, especially my own. Which I am definetly okay with!!!
I am really happy with life and Germaine and everyone around me. It's a great place to be. This is a small milestone but I hope we hit every number, babe. From one year to one-hundred and twenty three point seven six five. Fuck yeah... >.> ... <.< ...AMERICA! So supper saturday? Gooooood, Gooooood.
Tonight sucked till around 10. Worked from 4-10. My legs hurt. My head hurts. Fuck you work. I think that rhymed. But yeah, it ended with Germaine kicking me out because she has to be up early. But before I left, I got to have a little fun, so I had no problem leaving because I am really tired too.
Anyways, tomorrow is Friday. I don't work, which would normally make me super happy and excited but then of course something bad...Germaine has YL20 retreat and then is gone all night and I work all morning till three. (which is fine because she is gone all morning too and then we get to have an early anniversary supper :) ) But asides from that, I have nothing at all to do after 7 Gaygaygaygay. Anyone know of anything going on friday night? or is anyone in the same boat as me, with nothing to do? I don't even know if anyone who reads this, isn't already busy. Sigh, I might be looking at attempting to hang out with my old friends but I doubt that will work out. Well yeah, I need to find something to do, cause calling it a night that early is death. My guitar and computer will work for maybe two-three hours at most. Well, let me know or I will find out. Whatever works.
So as it is 12:17ish, I have go to bed. Waking up sucks like alot. I cannot wait till I can sleep in again. I don't know when that will be, but I cannot wait for the day!!! So good night to you all and I love Germaine three. -ap
p.s. I love it how germaine makes me smile whether it's through a text message, something she says or something she does. I just love it!!!! Thank you!