please read this...

[parcoeur_]

i feel that it ended wrong. I feel that my second chance never started or something, I didn't have enough time to show you everything I wanted to. i don't want to be without you yet, i am not ready. i think I was so fucking stupid for questioning everything and yeah, i was just being dumb with something that I wanted so bad. I never wanted this to

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[deficientx_love]

"I know that she will never want me and that she is moving on much more quickly than I could ever"
...
I'm not. I'm trying..
but I don't even know if i want to try.

If anyone one of us is stupid it's not you.
It's seriously me. to the max.
I don't think i'm ready either. I just need time first.. real time. I need to actually think for myself, and not about what other people say.

Please, if you would..if you could. come back to the locker. It would hurt less to have to open it and see nothing but my shit. If you don't want to I understand.