In french the last couple of days we watched "Jules et Jim". Although we didn't get quite to the end, so I really can't be sure, it felt like a big slap in the face ( Read more... )

my heart hurts. partially I know its the caffeine, cause I am not used to coffee and I know I should just stick to my regular tea. Maybe I DO have heart palpitations after all, like my mom. Which isnt so bad. But also my heart hurts cause I am by myself with a large load of work and things on my mind. Why did this semester start out so ( Read more... )

I had a dream. He was lying beside me in real life AND in my dream, but in my dream he was saying "That's not good enough, you'll never succeed, you have to do better. That's not good enough, you'll never succeed, you have to do better. That's not good enough, you'll never succeed, you have to do better. That's not good enough, you'll never ( Read more... )

There were bears. Giant grizzly bears. We were all floating down this river, through forest glades and hills, over waterfalls. Through the most beautiful landscapes a brain can think up. I could nearly smell the place. So I was just floating down the river, and so were the bears. I was sort of afraid of them, you know, but they didn't really ( Read more... )

Ah yes, the immortal words of mr. patrick wolf himself.

AAAAAAAAAnnnddd list of said troubles!:

boy
girl
boy
boy
boy
cancer aunt
failing grandma
mother
sister leaving
depressed brother
engaged father
parking ticket X2
boy
P.F.D.
I.A.A.A.
DT LMOC (ha!)

We speak in the store ( Read more... )

Ok, so last night I went to the smell to see bands that I didnt know. I mean, usually that would be a big risk cause on just some random night to go to the smell to see bands you've never heard, you are probably going to get some really bad noise show and end up with a headache. But at least I knew it wasnt noise, it was actually Calvin Johnson ( Read more... )

Things I love about making drawings at the Natural History Museum ( Read more... )

So here is the real truth. James Nachtwey is a fucking badass, and I want to be him. I am pretty sure of it now, and that is maybe one of the scariest things I can think of.

http://www.jamesnachtwey.com/

The woman has alzheimer's. Last time I talked to her, we had the same conversation, over and over. She couldnt remember that she'd asked me the same question every minute on the minute for that last ten minutes. I didnt see her last Christmas, I wont see her this Thanksgiving, and I wont see her this Christmas either, because Traditions don't ( Read more... )