At least I do not run--

[parenthetical_m]

The problem with me is that I tend to get obsessed with things. I just think about that one thing, looking at it carefully from every side. I feel I have to gain the knowledge, to be the king of the hill. So be assured, this is not the first time. Though it is the first time during the time I've been with O. That's what makes me scared. How can I

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[laviemoderne]

I always find negativity to be more inspiring than anything. Weird how that works.

[parenthetical_m]

It is. Just think of art (books, paintings, MUSIC) how it would be if it was made ONLY when you're happy... *shudders.

[laviemoderne]

shuddering puts it lightly! i really enjoyed the hell out of my trip to the museum of modern art in munich. all the depressing abstract art made me happier than i've been in a long time.