(I just realised I could make a post like this right now, excuse me and my amateurness on here.)


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I can now make pancakes and cook sausages. WITHOUT THEM BURNING TO A CRISP. やった！～～

Also: boil veggies; cook noodles; and spaghetti bolognese (sort of)

For someone who couldn't cook a thing two months ago, this is progress.


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It was strange - today. From briefly seeing my spiteful mum by total accident once again to coming home to my new loving adoptive family who actually appreciates me and has become very attached to me in the last month - it's something that takes a while for both my head and heart to catch up with. From being hated and degraded, to being loved and ( Read more... )

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why the hell are there virtually no fics of koichi and tomo? like seriously. my searches gave me nothing. why haven't people written about them more?! are they Too Real? or what. what am i missing here.

do i have to write some stuff myself? though busy (and not 100% percent aware of how much history they have together), i am extremely tempted.

I am hyperaware of the fact that everyone I have come into contact with on the internet, I have let down. Because I'm a piece of crap who doesn't deserve human contact, physical nor virtual. I need help. I can't deal with people and feelings and talking and discussing and being normal about 94% of the time, I'm sorry. I suck. 

Oh, fuck.

Koichi and Tomoya. What are you guys even.

This fucking episode of tokikake. I mean, for ages now I've received pretty manly vibes from Tomo. But "manly" does not always correlate with being straight. That's one thing I've learned while knowing Johnny's. Sometimes it's the more masculine ones that seem more comfortable or natural with ( Read more... )

I've noticed I feel really emotional when I'm by myself. With nothing to distract me and no other people to keep me away from my own head, I think it's okay to think bad things. Hate myself. Cry for a bit. Have sudden unreasonable wishes to be dead. And I shouldn't have any of that right now. You know why? Because I have such a better more ( Read more... )