I was in some big city that resembled Los Angeles. There were a team of scientists and other people around me and we were all afraid for some reason. We found out that an artificially created comet was out of control and some people were still trying to harness its power even though it was too much for them to handle. The comet rose from the ( Read more... )

I wonder about some of the seeming psychic experiences I have in my own life. I wonder how I ended up in a field that seems to rely to heavily on such intuition but at the same time discounts it for its lack of science for the sake of research protocol. How then can I really give someone a label even if it isn't interfering with their social or ( Read more... )

I'm reminded of a conversation I had with a friend of mine a while ago about having bad dating experiences and how they shape you. Having had quite a few bad dating experiences of my own and having very few in comparison for reasons I won't go into, I was surprised to hear him say that he wants to have those experiences and to grow ( Read more... )

A certain person with which some folk are familiar has recently started popping up in my dreams again (for those that know there was all sorts of goodness between December 09 and Feb 10 with said person so you have a frame of reference. If this is still too vague you can look me up on facebook and I'll explain who it is). Well, I noticed in these ( Read more... )

I wondered if maybe I had entered this field with some unrealistic expectation and was starting to feel as though I was being blind-sided when I realized how many people were gung-ho for CBT (my views on CBT aren't all negative but my opinions on that theory would require a completely different entry). I often hear a lot of people saying they aren ( Read more... )

All this work about learning how to be in the moment and to just take an hour to not be so fixated on the past or what will be happening is tough work! It seems a touch easier when the deep issues are resolved or when things are good but I'm really starting to understand the saying "when it rains it pours ( Read more... )

I'm very fixed on the mistakes that I have made or the ones I might make. I've come quite a long way from the extreme perfectionism of my past but there are still times when I feel the urge to be perfect (oddly enough, this is usually when I'm sleepy and more prone to make mistakes anyway). I can think of one or two things that I would probably ( Read more... )

What a funny little cycle I've gotten myself in. I am in a helping profession, I will be a therapist one day and my goal will be to alleviate the sufferings of people that come to see me. However, no matter how much I and the members of my field give, suffering will always continue. In an ideal world the therapists would successfully eliminate ( Read more... )

I have been thinking about the possible ideas behind why I want to connect with someone romantically so badly and think that I've been going in circles because I've missed the bigger picture. I was right in thinking that the idea of my being alone would ultimately terrify me in that no matter how self-sufficient I become (and in fact my trying to ( Read more... )

I feel disgusting. That's all.