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Say it with love 'cause that's the loudest language ever whispered
Yes, it's been a good week! Lee is back in the local hospital (better than the Uni hosp 8 hours away) and out of ICU! I celebrated by sneeking in bacon cheesebuger pizza for him ( Read more... ) -
The sky won't fall forever
Going through boxes in the closet yesterday, I found some old cassette tapes (do kids today even know what those are?) listened to them onthe way home from the hospital. This song I can't get out of my head:
We walked the narrow path,
beneath the smoking skies.
Sometimes you can barely tell the difference
between darkness and light.
Do you have ( Read more... ) -
You're right, I should write
It helped, the muse is kinda talking to me.
Laying here beside him is like hell. It’s cold and painful and lonely. I try to hold on to the memories of the days and nights when it was different, when there were smiles and caresses and love that burned so fierce and bright that nothing could overshadow it. My chin rest on his plastron, I watch every ( Read more... ) -
...is it day or night, the stars have all burned out.
Tired. Lee is looking a little better, still in pain and the doctors are idiots. It's not the cancer, they don't know what it is but it's not that and that is all they keep saying. A little good news - Lee may be coming back to the local hospital by thursday so no more seven hour drives up and back.
I tried to write, tried to write about the ( Read more... ) -
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i'm so tired ( Read more... ) -
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lousey, rotten, no-good day.
Stormchild felt bad about not being able to beta for me so she made me some cool new icons. -
It can't rain all the time
Bleh. spent most of the day at the hospital. Lee was still in pre-op at 4 p.m.hold for some ungodly reason. The doctor said yesterday that they would do the bone marrow biopsy and pin Lee's hip at 8:00 a.m. this morning. That's two days without eating and the platelet count is not improving WTF ( Read more... ) -
His hands are so ...
This has been a wierd day.
When I was talking to Chuck he kept pulling at his shirt and scratching at the sutures in his shoulder, I don't know if he has any clue what that does to me or maybe he knows and he is hoping I'll pin him down and ...
posted the first part of my latest fic over at turtlecest and I couldn't get the stupid lj-cut to work. I ( Read more... ) -
I want to introduce you to my friend ...
Yeah, seven pages of utter smut. I have a strange urge to write the sex scenes while I'm at work. Chuck is supposed to come in and help me tomorrow so if I live through that and don't get arrested or fired for sexual assault, I should have written another ten pages by the weekend.