winter days seem so much longer and that sucks. the cold and ice make me pouty & just wanna get lost in my bed somewhere.. things are changing alot all over again & i think im moving out of my place and in with my moms.. maybe. depends..if i do, i get a regular shower&bathtub again<3 with my own washer&dryer! yayy. id get my own room w/bathroom n a ( Read more... )

i love talking to nisha & old friends ( Read more... )

my days have been really busy & rushed ( Read more... )

gahhz so much has happened..! so i had monday & tuesday off, my friends came over and gave me an xmas present, a marilyn monroe purse<3 and we drove all the way to delaware where they took me out to eat @ this new mod resturant..stopped by my old friends houses to say hii<3 thenn we rented movies and pillow talkedd.! took pictures( im never alone, im alone all the time )

rainy days make me wanna disapear under my covers and just never come out. ive been working nights alot so i havent seen any daylight....and thats dumb. its so typical that i finally have a few days off and i have nothing to do with myself..my friends are coming to see me from delaware tho& i cant wait. spring needs to come already & i need to go ( Read more... )

anita and i went clubbing last night.
and we met 3 boys.
and ones name was sean, and we madeout:X
and danced alot.
we left & got slurpees.
then i came home and talked to brian
till 6am.
got my paycheck & im so saving them from now on.
i want pecan pie & a big hug.
and a haircut please.

<3

lalala. so wednesday night was fun, i got off work and kelly and bobby stole me & we went to westchester to play pool. i guess playing pool is the big scene around here? its okay tho, it was all smokey and they played good bands all night. thennn we drove around & hit some chronic haha got hungry & ended up at some random diner that was open 24/7! ( Read more... )

this week has been a rollercoaster. tonight was horrible. woke up late, plans got canceled then back again..went out to eat with my mom and saw my sister& brothers. met up with bobby and kelly & we all hung out with my sister..got in a big fight with my mom right in front of where i work...so ill have to explain everything to the girls tommorow at ( Read more... )

CRAZIEST FUCKING NIGHT EVER.

i want more.
<3

its funny, ive found myself crying so much over nothing.