I bid ye Paris, Farewell.
I will miss this journal, it's beautiful enrites of bliss and serenity.

A new start and a reminder of who I am
___christinaC
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I love you all.
♥

Today is one of those days that I want to revert back to the way things used to be. not simply because I was happier. I don't really know if I was but simply because, nothing would change and I would suffice. Just like I sufficed this long ( Read more... )

passed up on Mewithoutyou.
Tonight there is a staff meeting at my job.
I think tonight is a good night to quit.

Some days, I feel like everything is okay. Like I can manage with all the bullshit thats going on. Then somedays I wake up crying, trying to remind myself that life is this beautiful conquest that I can overcome but, in the back of my mind. I don't feel strong enough to conquer anything at all. I just feel lazy and un motivated, back to being that ( Read more... )

So I sincerely hope that things are changing for the better. I could really use the uplift for the holidays. I had a dirt fight today during lunch. It was the most fun I've had in school all year. Besides when Seanthomas and I would cause chaos ( Read more... )

I am a Hugger, and I always talk about how when I see someone troubled [whether stranger or not] I want to just run up to them and hug them. Truly hug them. While at the mall a few days ago, Barlow and I were checking out a gift I was preparing to buy someone, and A mentally handicapped child [well, not really child more along the lines of my age] ( Read more... )

I wish that I could be more simplistic about the decisions I have to make in everyday life. Sometimes I feel like I make things a big debacle that can be prevented. Then I wake up the next morning back at square one with, at times, nothing accomplished. I feel real drained, emotionally and It's making me feel drained physically. I have been losing ( Read more... )

Economics, procrastinator ( Read more... )

So yesterday was seanthomas' birthday.
I hope he enjoyed a lovely evening.
Although I didn't attend his get together
Of which i dont think I was invited, or maybe i was?
I hope he knows my mind was with him
I tried to call the phone was busy.

so..
"Like a skull shaped balloon, I believe in us."

Simplicity is the nirvana seeking ( Read more... )