Way too much pain, not enough happiness ( Read more... )

I heard that you were home again ( Read more... )

I had hoped for more. I had dreamed of something real. But you can't trust me, or love me. You can't believe in me or in us. So what do i do? My love is not enough for the both of us. And my dreams are not transferable. I worked so hard, and i sacrificed so much. Maybe too much? And you ask if i think it is worth it? I thought, maybe so. And now i ( Read more... )

Oh no, I see ( Read more... )

Happy Valentine's Day.
Today we celebrate the candy and card companies making billions of dollars.
And i love you...

So someone told me that they love ( Read more... )

Oh... i forgot to mention the AWESOME dance last night. Yea, there was a snowball. It may have been called the "Valentine's Dance", but it should have been called the "Flash Back to Middle School days". It was just too perfect. I had to work some of the time, but i definitely got a few chances to dance in the hallway and on the dance floor. LOL. ( Read more... )

As i tumble in and out of my troubled sleep i think about all of the little worries in my life. Stupid little things that don't bother me when i am awake. But the second i let my subconscious take over, it runs wild with so many who's and how's and what-if's. And then i wake up still tired and not refreshed at all, and maybe even a little grumpy? ( Read more... )

I did this for someone else so do it for me...

If you read this,

even if i don't speak to you often,

you must post a memory of me.

It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,

just so long as it happened.

Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.

WOULD YOU RATHER ( Read more... )