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SO i get my cell phone bill today and it's 83 dollars, 83 dollars of which i can't fucking afford. I FUCKING HATE VERIZON. I checked my minutes almost everday and i wasn't even close to fucking go over my peak minutes or text messages. I just dont fucking understand why i'm charged 83 fucking dollars. From now one dont anyone call me. If i ( Read more... )

Thats standing, and all along i'm staring into space

It's all thats crying through my ceiling

The drift comes in and crashes in deep

I need a wide open space thats freezing

you'll never get to heaven with a smile on your face from me.

This entry is dedicated to Rach.

I had 2 appointments today, and i missed them both. I got up to go, but couldn't bring myself to do it. I didnt see my advisor, and I didnt meet with the field constructor. I know that probably means I'm in deep shit, but I just couldnt bring myself to do it. I just sat at home and cried. I rescheduled with my advisor for monday at 10, and now ( Read more... )

I am one who only makes promises when I intend on keeping them.  I live my life for others so I have expectations.  You know what I've recently realized, that in this world, in order to prevent yourself from advantage you can't have expectations.  You can not expect people to be true to their word, you can not expect a change in behavior, you can ( Read more... )

Or else its the beginning of the end of the world!!!

I can have a careless smile on my face.

I 've been meaning to update but haven't gotten a chance lately.  Today I'm in no mood to write a sarcastic or witty entry, I'm just going to write a normal entry (you may see a little sarcasim here and there depending, thats just the type of person I am).  To start off, I'm fasting...now hold your horses I know what you are thinking...(when did ( Read more... )

Know your own self worth and no one will be able to tell you differently

That he's just not that into you. When he talks to you and spits his games...its lies, lies, lies. You are a stupidass for believing it everytime. Everytime he just seems to endlessly disappoint you...doesnt he. Iti's time to let go, and seriously mean...let go this time. He can't hurt you from afar, only you can hurt yourself. So girls...if ( Read more... )