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parkerp07

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Oct 13, 2005 21:55

I don't know if it's all this talk about adoption lately but for the past couple of days I've been doing search after search for my biological mother. I don't know if I really want to meet her if it's just the whole unknown thing that is intriguing to me. Do I want to or do I not want to ( Read more... )

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xopink_heartsox October 14 2005, 04:40:58 UTC

aww thats good that you are trying to find out who she is. do you know who your real father is...well never mind duh dont answer that. i always wondered how some people go about doing all of that to get to know or see there real parents. i do however think its bs that you have to pay 150 and you dont even get anything really. thats messed up. i think you will do fine and that you should know who she is.what does your adopitive mother say about you going to look for your real mom? sorry i dont know how to put that. good luck *hugs*

parkerp07 October 14 2005, 13:14:04 UTC

Thank you. I don't mind answering questions.

No, I dont know my biological father, he is dead or so I've been told. My mother doesn't really say much about it. We're really close but no matter how close we are I still feel awkward talking to her about it. She knows I want to at some point but I don't think she knows just how deep it goes. It's strange really...I don't know if it's the challenge that's making me do this or if it's actually wanting to meet her because for the longest time I've been very angry and bitter about it or should I saw towards my biological mother. Especially after I had my own child and couldn't bear to think of giving her away.

xopink_heartsox October 15 2005, 11:05:19 UTC

yeah i know what you mean about having your own child and not being able to give her away. i wonder though sometimes if people do it just because they really didnt want a child or that they couldnt afford one. but then again i think its alot better to give your child away then to kill it..ya know? but every situation (sp?) is diffrent i guess. i know that like you said i couldnt ever do it. and i dont know how people have like one child and then give the second one away. i wish you the best of luck *hugs* time for me to go to bed. haha