looking for my fic?

[parkourdeer]

hello everyone!

it has been a while since i spoke to you all. i know that the sudden disappearance of my fic without explanation may seem surprising to some of you. i honestly never planned to take it down. however, due to some sudden realizations and unfortunate events and not really feeling up to par among other things, i've decided to do so. if

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[crizzycrazzy]

i'm disheartened to know you have already taken down your fic even before I had the chance to read it before. I was meaning to read it but due to many concerns and angst being not my most fave genre, it had collected dust in my bookmark section. I know I'm not in the position to ask this favor but would you ever consider sharing a copy? if it's not, then I totally would understand. A tiny part of me is hoping you would...

whatever decision you make regarding your your stint as an exo ff writer, i respect that. know that having you write in the name of these wonderful people , for all fans alike, I am truly grateful. bless you!

[parkourdeer]

hi there! sorry for getting this late, I don't check LJ too often these days. there are some stories I don't plan on sharing, but there are a few I have up privately if you want to email me and get access! i actually may also be posting my fics back on ao3 soon (kinda bittersweet, bc I really do like LJ lol) so please let me know if you want me to keep you updated on that!

thank you for your kind and considerate comment <3

[crizzycrazzy]

Awww you're here! Thank you for replying... It's not like I'm here all the time either, I just so happened to check my to-read bookmarked fics and saw that your fic, Gods Are Like Stars (Born Dying) is no longer accessible. Tbh I would love to see you in ao3 because I read a lot of fics there (I go by the username, xiu_mine btw) but whatever and whenever works for you, I'll be happy to read the fics you are comfortable to share. Ahhh you make me excited despite the angsty genre of that fic, because I crave to read amazing fics that can blow me away. I saw quite a few readers reccomending your fics so I'm sure it's gonna be great. Thanks in advance!

[ghostuser9]

Haven't been on here in a long time, never realized that your fics are no longer here. But it's so nice that you're actually still sharing them with us via Gmail. It makes me so sad when this happens; I strongly believe that the artists of a fandom are a very important part of the community. But I wish you all the best! I cannot thank you enough for creating-I grew up reading your works lol; I was in high school when I first started reading your fics, now I'm almost a Uni graduate-because reading your works helped me in many ways. Hope you're doing well and that life treats/will treat you nicely! Thank you and all the best, Justin!

[parkourdeer]

Ahhh thank you so much! This really means a lot to me and actually reading this partially persuaded me to put my fic up again. To hear that you grew up reading my work is something I've always wanted to hear from someone, so thank you so much for sticking with me and watching me grow as a writer > < I'm also almost a uni-graduate now (last semester, thank GOD) so I'm happy we grew up in fandom together ^^

Hope you're well and thank you so much for checking back in on me and again for reading my fic <3