i'm still convinced you only want her because she can't scream at you

[parkways]

it's sad, my entire life can be summed up by one band and one band alone

Comments

[parkways]

i'm sure i'm a far way from making all the mistakes i can

[emoisradasfuckx]

i realized this past year that i would definitely rather be in debt than miserable. so hopefully, by august i'll be in vermont, starting a new life. i think you should take the chance, too, if it's really what you want and/or need.

and i kind of relate to your last sentence. my dad always told me that i'll fall for the wrong type of guys because i feel bad for them and feel obligated to help them. for the most part, he's just about right.

[parkways]

yeah, your dad is right, my mom says the same exact thing about me and it has yet to prevail but i keep holding that eventually i'll be able to help someone, you know? it's in my blood, i can't help it, i'd save the world if i could but for some reason.. i just can't. it's really heartbreaking actually

i never wanted to leave honestly, i hate it here but it's made me who i was and i don't want to redo who i am. if i were to move to a big city i'd become a totally different person and who i am now isn't perfect but i love her and i don't want to change. who cares if people think i'm psycho, i know my intentions are good. i care wayyyyy too much about the handful of people i have left here to leave them and since they refuse to leave well, i'm stuck. i'm not really complaining or at least not much

good luck though, you've got more audacity than i do, i wish i could just go but i can't

[emoisradasfuckx]

i know what you mean about it being in your blood. i feel the same way. i just have this urge and passion to make a difference and help anyone i can. like all i want in life is to know i've made a difference in someone's life--i don't think it's too much to ask, but we'll see if it happens

[emoisradasfuckx]

*change