meh, see though, I still don't really care about anything, yet things still have to be done. so in a way I think it would be better if I did care because then doing things could actually be enjoyable...[I don't make sense]?
I also ramble a lot and the words come out of my fingers/mouth faster than I can think them so I end up saying a lot of poo that I wasn't even thinking in the first place!
wow you sound like me last year... if thast possible beucase your hannah and you always have had everything worked out perfectly in your life so ah its weird giving YOU advice instead of the other way around but yeah i guess i learned from YOU that it is better to have feelings (good and sometimes bad) just to feel rather then never having good or bad. but also remember again YOUR advice to me to find something that you can bring to your own life that makes you happy. beucase ive been trying to do that since the beginning of this year and its working out really well. for example- trying hard to be happy about my art beucase wow thats aweosme and not just about things involving neil and its making our relationship that much stronger because im really happy with myself so i CAN be really happy with him. but yeah just suggesting you really find that "inner-happiness" and remember i love you and im here if you need anyhting
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remember the good old days when we didn't really care bout anything? yeah, that was good.
ashleigh
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I also ramble a lot and the words come out of my fingers/mouth faster than I can think them so I end up saying a lot of poo that I wasn't even thinking in the first place!
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but yeah i guess i learned from YOU that it is better to have feelings (good and sometimes bad) just to feel rather then never having good or bad.
but also remember again YOUR advice to me to find something that you can bring to your own life that makes you happy.
beucase ive been trying to do that since the beginning of this year and its working out really well. for example- trying hard to be happy about my art beucase wow thats aweosme and not just about things involving neil and its making our relationship that much stronger because im really happy with myself so i CAN be really happy with him. but yeah just suggesting you really find that "inner-happiness"
and remember i love you and im here if you need anyhting
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