lol tonight one of the girls on america's next top model that's always like "I'M A STRONG BLACK WOMAN" had on a shirt that said "i <3 black people". it was amusing. it was still a bad day but i love laura and i'm going to try really hard to move on from this quickly. i can't stand the thought of being sad for a month like i have in the past. that's ( Read more... )

so i think i'm officially in the middle of getting my heart trampled on again.

i'm really bored and i just watched fried green tomatoes with my mom. i don't know if any of you have ever seen it but it's about friends and stuff and anyway it made me all sentimental. so i guess that's what spurred this ( Read more... )

school was basically pointless today ( Read more... )

i work with the cutest most hilarious boys ever ( Read more... )

i'm having a really really hard time making anyone care.
i don't want to go to school tomorrow.
i want to go to college and not be around any of this anymore.
sorry.

NO ONE WANTS TO HANG OUT WITH ME.

no one gives me advice ( Read more... )

i get this feeling a lot lately like i'm not a part of what goes on around me. it's more like watching a movie. i know everything that is going on with everyone but i don't feel like i'm a part of it and i feel like most of the relationships i have with people are simply a matter of convenience. like... we're "friends" because i'd rather sit by you ( Read more... )

i really need a really big unexpected hug.