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party_squirrel

Where are you now? I'm trying to get by with never ever knowing at all...

Jan 05, 2004 08:08

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get better anonymous January 5 2004, 11:34:06 UTC

Hope you get better Alyssa!

Meghan

Tomorrow we are making Christmas dinner in Mrs. L. room. And guess what we are getting rid of BLOCK SCH! AHHHH!!!!!! :(

Re: get better party_squirrel January 5 2004, 12:24:35 UTC

whaaaaa?...christmas dinner...dude..its food..i'll be there..even if i have to bang my head against the wall and put on clothes that match..

Re: get better emptypromisesxx January 6 2004, 11:40:18 UTC

Ya Christmas Dinner was good. lol. Everything was just a lil cold accept for the brownies. Man I am going to miss not having you in my class, so we can talk about Dave and Matt. lol. See ya on the south side of school.

Can’t breath hm anonymous January 6 2004, 22:15:43 UTC

I’m no science major but I’m petty sure you have to get air in before you can make it come out, so just work on the breathing in for now. Tell me how it goes

From Amber/your sister anonymous January 7 2004, 09:02:01 UTC

GO READ jackhammermcca(adam's journal). ok it's scary. basically he just fights with me and tells me I make him so unhappy and miserable , but he's the one who a liar and deciever. He was totally nice and clean cut last year. Now he wants to smoke or whatever. yeah, he's totally changed and hates me and criticizes me and I still love him, but he's nothing that I want anymore..completely changed. He is threatening to buy a plan ticket and send me back home b/c he doesn't want me anymore. I can't change himm, I can only change myself. The end.

amber anonymous January 7 2004, 09:14:22 UTC

so, anyway, yeah, alyssa...you and me seem to go throught the same emotional turmoil at the same time..yeah even separated by 1200 miles, wer still have to go throught th same crap. grrrrr. anyway, at least if adam sends me home, I'll get to see you for a while. he needs a breather or maybe a brain transplant. yeah. It's hard when I'm the responsible one to trust him to make all the decisions, then he gets mad when I don't trust him, plus he drives my neon like a maniac and doesn't wear his seat belt...death wish anyone? Yeah, but he did get me karyoke revolution for playstation...so theres some brownie points but he's throwing a fit b/cv i don't have a job yet and he doesn't want to support me and thinks I'm "wasting" the goverment's money on the psychotherapy I've been going to for anxiety/depression. What a screwed up world it is. While adam write about squirrel's murdering people in his jounal, I fear those are his real like thoughts..afterall he makes up the stories and somhow, I'm going to be murdered. Anyone who reads ( ... )