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[partyplusone]

At the age of fourteen I first expirienced the cold clamy flesh on flesh intent of the restless soul. The first time I expirienced the horrid buety and terror of it all. Hindsight is 20/20 they say, but the here and the now isn't always so clear. The there and the now was like that. I wasn't living in Iowa, I lived the summers in MA, which was

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[mrbigpants]

:(

i'm lucky to never have experienced that before. fourteen is way too young i think. i'm sorry it was forced on you.

everyone always says "i'm not ready" but i think that i could have sex with someone as long as i loved them. it wouldn't matter about my mental readiness, just my love for the partner.

[partyplusone]

love-- crock of shit

[mrbigpants]

most definitely not!

I LUB YOU!

[srubberducky]

i love how this comment contradicts your first one...

[srubberducky]

ive been through similar expeiences, so i feel for you. nothing quite the sort of yours, but i know the feeling you have at that moment. im horrible at replying to posts like this, but i tried.

[sashyda]

I'm sry u had to experience that.

[sashyda]

Hey Ted, it's alex lamb. I was just browsing somone elses live journal and clicked into yours. I read your post and, wow. I had no clue that anything like this ever went on in your life. You certainly don't let it show in your everyday life. I always thought you were this happy person who was friends with everyone. This is just one more example of how fucked up everyone's life is (well, not everyones), but, after all is said and done, You will be the better man for it. Even horrible experiences such as this help us learn and grow as a person. We are a sum of our experiences, and this will certainly give you a hellava lot more experience. Oh well, leave it to one of the most shallow people on the earth to try to sound deep. I apologize. Lol.