Another unproductive day at work. I spent 90 percent of the time screwing around. I'm usually self motivated but for some reason I just can't get my shit together. Now I'm also having relationship problems. I really don't know if I see myself spending the rest of my life with theresa. The only pro I see in the relationship is that I trust her ( Read more... )

This has been a pretty good weekend. My aunt just had her baby baptized and I'm the godfather. The Seahawks won the NFC championships....Yeah baby go Seahawks. Didn't win anything with the pool at work. I'm still working at the same place and i'm doing pretty good. I'm trying to keep my options open though. I'm also a loan officer on the side ( Read more... )

This really is a great service...I've got to say. I go back and read some of the stuff that I wrote before I memories start flooding back. Well we can break this is to a couple of catagories ( Read more... )

it seems like it's always let alot of time pass by befor write something in here. I cant really remember what order things have happend but ill try and keep it strait ( Read more... )

I don't know whats wrong with me...everytime I get comfortable with a girl is when I stop trusting in her. Isn't that backwards? But this is how i rationalize it. Since im comfortable with her that means I've let my guard down and I can now really get hurt. Im at her house right now but I really don't wan't to be here. I don't know i guess im ( Read more... )

I've learned in life that you need to compromise but what i've also learned is that you can't ask a person to change. Especially if you have an intimate realtionship with that person. So if something bothers me about that person I try to decied if thats some thing thats really a part of them or if its something they learned. If it's something ( Read more... )

its over

What the fuck...I call in sick for a couple days and this is what I get when I come back to work. I had this call with this woman that could bearly speak english. It lasted for 40 min and we're alloted 2:20. I just taught theresa what alloted ment. But other then that work was pretty good. I don't like my new manager. I applied for this ( Read more... )

Me, theresa, jose and natalia just went out and I relized that I don't want to be with theresa. things are not what I expected. She is not the person I though she was. People always say give it another couple of week but I can't. She tells me that she loves me and that she would do anything for me and I believe her but the only reason I think ( Read more... )

Sup this is my last day here in new york. Hmm...samething going on today. Im here sitting with the supervisors and the help line people. The people downstairs made us breakfast. cool. But im trying to spend the companys money here. When your given $35 a day to spend on food it kind of gets hard. Well I'll write back when something new happens.