i heard this song for the first time today and i automatically thought of my babii julian.as much as he drives

me completely out of my mind...i would be completly and totally lost without him...i love him to death.

Let the phone ring, let's go back to sleep
Let the world spin outside out door, you're the only one that I
wanna see
Tell your boss you' ( Read more... )

dont you hate shit talking bitches.i do.i hate those damn cheerleaders and stupid ugly ass bitches who think there so much better than everyone.well newsflash...your not.and if u have something to say to someone.say it to them.dont be a pussy tell them how u fell.damn is it really that hard to not talk shit all the time.whatever.....just wanna say ( Read more... )

i just wanna say thank you to a wonderful friend of mine brittany...thank you so so much for the picture u drew of me and julian.it beautiful.i love it soo soo much.u put so much work into it and its beautiful.i love it and i cant wait to show julian...im sure he will love it just as much.x0x0.love you sweetie.

so.i guess i should tell u whats been going on in my life...hm.were to start.well.valentines day didnt go too badly.it was kool.um.hm.julian and i are going on 4 months in like 2 weeks so thats exciting.my family as always is driving me crazy but at least i have an excuse for my crazy self.any who.ive been having theze strange dreams lately.i dont ( Read more... )

well i think i deffinitly had the worst day of my life.im sick.i have my stupid monthly visitor that all girls just love (sarcastic) and to top it all off...the love of my life.(julian)just broke up with me.i cant even believe it it doesent even seem real.i just keep crying and crying and the tears i think are gonna stop but they dont they just ( Read more... )

i hate being sick.i havent been this sick in a looonngg time.i hate it soo much.its my stupid lil sisters fault.she just had to give me this.now i sound like a dude.its pathetic.and its annoying.gosh i wish i felt better.

Remember the first day when I saw your face ( Read more... )

goddammit.why am i so happy that im so sad.i cant see my boyfriend during the week and now that his best friend is going out with my friend shes always over there and i feel so damn left out.i want to be with my boyfriend right now but insted im stuck home doing nothing.nothing but cry because my boyfriend isnt around.no one knows how much we mean ( Read more... )

omg last night ( Read more... )

( happy new years!!!!2006 )