sooo whats been going on lately....hmmm well i dont know if its true or not but apparently ryan has some new gurl hes going out with. if he is going out with her im really happy for him cuz he needs a gurlfriend,hes beginning to scare me into thinking hes gay...j/k...no but ne way he told me that he hooked up with this gurl kayla but im not sure if ( Read more... )

holy shit...i must really love ryan...heres why...today this chik katlyn was freekin out at him tellin him all this crap...and the only reason she was actin this way was because she told ryan she loved him before she even took the time too get too know him.soo to try too be like dr.phil...(sorry ry too yo name) i told ryan i would call her and tell ( Read more... )

soo i havent updated in a while which is unusuall for me considering i used to update twice a day;anyway fourth for july was soooo much fun...muh friend shannon that i havent seen in like forever and a day came and we just chilled all day..we had a war in the pool with kyle and muh brother...it was kinda funny...i got too meet travis and kyles ( Read more... )

goddammit i cant take this ne more ryan the only reason i hung up on u is because im not suppose to be on the phone and muh mom came in and i had no choice but to hang up!!!plzz dont throw away our friendship...plzz u mean the world too me i would do ne thing for u to love me again!!!im soo sorry for what i did...i shouldnt have even told u in the ( Read more... )

omg omg omg i neeeeddd someone too shoot me just right between the eyes and then take a knife and stab it through both muh eyes just too make sure im dead...im going out of muh mind without talkin to muh friends and doing things and now muh gay lil annoying cuzins are commin over for god only knows how long and i may just shoot muh self but if ( Read more... )

ryan im soo incredibly sorry for lieing too u...i really did loose it too tim that wasnt a lie...but i thought that after i told u i got to thinking that u may not want too be muh friend ne more and that scared me...i didnt know if u would still love me after what i did...u mean the world too me...u are muh best friend in the entire world i love u ( Read more... )

this sux!!!im grounded from the phone for 2 weeks!!!and im not allowed too go to the movies for a month!!!! goddammit...i friggin lied too muh parents bout muh report card and now im in soo much trouble...well this just really sux...ohh and ryan i was just kidding bout what i told you..lol...ummm well i guess ill go back too being grounded now.. ( Read more... )

this song goes out too blake and ryan...half the song is for blake and the other is for ryan...u both make me fall too pieces nd if u know how me and ryan and me and blake are this song will describe us ( Read more... )

Back on the Road again ( Read more... )

find a guy who calls you "beautiful" instead of "hot". who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. wait for the boy who kisses your forehead & who wants to show you off to the world when you're in your sweats. who holds your hand in front of his ( Read more... )