what the fuuuuuuck

there's a good chance i won't be coming back to champaign anymore, unless i really need something from home.

i might even leave chicago. i suddenly feel like i dont know if i even want to do what im doing anymore.

it stung like a violent wind, that our memories depend on a faulty camera in our minds.

as of tonight, 3 people have died on the IIT campus since just last fall when i started ( Read more... )

mother fuck

there were 50 people in my apartment last night. it was hot as balls, we got noise complaints, it smells like shit now and the floors are all sticky.

but, i still had a good time!

im just going to really quickly issue a formal apology to all of you for anything ive ever done to upset or offend you, because ive been getting really down on myself about. well, a lot, really. so here ( Read more... )

i leave in 2 weeks, if you want to hang out with me, do it soon!

i wake up most days at 1 or 2pm.

you know why?

because i cant FUCKING sleep at night.

i hate it

"something always brings me back to you, it never takes too long."