i feel like i'm graduating

[passing_cars]

i will be done with school as of 12:00 tomorrow. i miss my brother a lot lately, and everytime i'm out, something reminds me of him. i hope i will start remembering what he looked and sounded like. i want him to be here to see ikey (mikey) graduate on thursday and me two years from now. he hasn't seen me drive, and he won't see me get married (if i

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[anotherlove]

Jes, you know I'm ALWAYS 100%, bottom line, always alwayyys here to listen to you. I will cry with you and I will hold you forever and ever. In such a short time we've become so soo close and I'm so happy about that. I seriously love you and pray that your whole family will be completely healed of this hurt. &when you get sad, just realize that he is sooo happy where he is and that he DOES see you driving. He is going to see you and Mikey graduate and he's going to see you get married to that wonderful man God has made for you. No need to be sad; he's so happy, but sad that you're sad. I love you again times 436980262986

[passing_cars]

Nadyne, thank you so much. I always feel like i can talk to you and tell you things that i sometimes can't tell anyone else. I've lost good friends, and even through that i still can trust you with so much, thank you for being my friend :]
I'm so happy we became so close so quick. I feel like i've known you for years, instead of months. I feel like i'm never going to grow out of this little kid feeling of "where is my brother," as if he is still on that vacation i tricked myself into thinking he was on.
I love you.. x4846484348976545 bajillion tramillion

[jo7o7]

im sorry.

[passing_cars]

me too :-/

[welaughindoor]

I saw this through a friends journal and wanted to comment. I've met you before although I'm not sure if you'd remember me; and I know mike from times back. I remember when it happened, although I didn't know Chris personally I knew of him. My father was there when it happened and was there holding your brother. I don't think hell ever truely get over it and I don't think any one should; but we can all just pray that all the wounds that still exist will heal.

~Katie T.

[passing_cars]

I really don't know what to say....
I don't remember you, but i would like to. I'm sure if i saw you i would remember. I can't believe that your dad was there.. i am really just speachless right now.
thank you for taking time out of your day just to tell me this, it means a lot to me :]
God bless
-jes

p.s. where did i meet you, do you remember?

[welaughindoor]

I believe it was Rachel D who had introduced us officially once and then Ive just seen you before when saying hello to Mike.

[scenerypainting]

again..i love going through old entries. when we were listening to stephen play the guitar on saturday night, even though it must've hit a nerve that seemed dead..i'm so proud and glad that you cried in my arms. i know it doesn't sound right, but you know what i mean. i love you..you're my favorite cup o' water:]

[passing_cars]

amazing. i felt like such an idiot crying there.. so random :/
it felt really good just to let it out though, especially in your arms. it's been a while.

i love you, lemon to my water