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[pastelghost]

I am afraid of many things, but this is something I am exceptionally reluctant to confront. Knowledge means nothing; tonight I am armed with several excuses or reasons, still hoping that at least one of them will be reason enough. Or valid, at the very least. It intimidates me. Makes me feel uneasy. I'm trying - and this can mean many things. I don

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[xilte]

I am always drawn to people who are crying, sometimes because I want to make them smile again, but I never know why I need to cheer people up, because... It's a strange logic, but I somehow think that sadness itself should be revelled in, because emotions are so part of life, and we should embrace them, and then let them go... So sometimes I think that I should leave people alone when they are sad so that they can become stronger. But that said, knowing that I have a small capacity to cheer people up makes me want to cheer them up anyway. For my own satisfaction, maybe? But that seems selfish. Very strange conflicting desires. :/

[pastelghost]

it's instinctive, i think? wanting to make everything alright again. i agree with you, although i don't think i'm very consistent... i think you help; when things go a little wrong in school and someone ends up crying you always stay with her. i think your presence helps.