are my glasses throwing you off?

Feb 27, 2009 17:22

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arrrrghhh it's been soooooo stressful lately. it's been a catchphrase for me, "i hate everyone."

i got new glasses, but my mom made that experience so stressful. she borrowed $100 from me (yeah. i just have a lot of money. too bad my mom yells at me when i ask if i could spend it on clothes. i'm sorry, I CAN'T DRESS WARMER, I DON'T HAVE ANY MORE CLOTHES!!) she was like, "well, your frames were really expensive. you could've got cheaper ones, but you didn't. so i don't think i'll return the leftover $50 that i still owe you. ok?"

i said "no." but she didn't hear me. stupid fucker.

and she always tells me to do work! it's my brother's week to do dishes and he never has to since he hides upstairs after dinner, and never washes it after school. and she always expects ME to buy my own lunch, but she always always always pays for my brother. just because i have money (he has money too!), doesn't mean i have to spend it. or i could, but you can't make him pay for himself?

i used to feel guilty about being mad at her when she did nice things or was being nice to me, but now i don't regret anything. i don't regret yelling back at her, or spending her money, or anything. she's supposed to buy me glasses, and food, and everything else.

and everyone at school is so fucking whiny. don't expect me to fucking help you do your homework when all i do is remind you when hmwk is due. everyone procrastinates, don't expect me to lend you my notes. don't expect me to give give give when you act so disrespectful in music class. i hate everyone.

plus i'm trying to cut back on computer time, because i want to stop making my eyesight worse, for myself. not for you, mom, because i don't give two fucks what you think. don't try to live through me. she's forcing my brother to take courses that would help jobs that SHE would've wanted. they're not right for my brother, or me.
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