ok so ive decided im goin to try to space out my jounral so people can actually read it.. like roup one thought together but i always go back to it like its not even there.arg im dumb .. nah its not gonna work whatever. ok so i just got done watching dawsons creek i love that show. i worked today yay . im tired im really tired of alot of things ( Read more... )

ok this women i take care of at work is 89 years old and she had 4 husbands .. shes always giving me a sex education lesson.lol well todays was so funny. im standing there talkin to a nurse and shes goes hey you i want to talk to you in a sec. im like ok i come runing over and shes like so how are u and yer husband ? im like i dont have a ( Read more... )

im so exhausted. i work at both sheraton and wesley today i went to uncommon grounds after i worked at sheraton and got some hot apple cider yummmmm.. and a sun dried tomato bagel.:) mmmmmm.. i seen mike mcgovern agian ahh hes gettin to be annoying.. well at least he looks better whoops i didnt mena to say taht actually yeah i did. hes a idiot ( Read more... )

ok so now im just thinking.. i dotn know what im thinking about its just alot of stuff all at once. me and josh got into a spat last night well this morning.shyt oh im not mad at him at all. its just dumb i really wish andrew could have been more careful. me got up at 1. whoa. im still drowsy. blah blah ill write more later

ok andrew was just online.so i talked to him for a bit i miss him . he obviously doesnt miss me as much ugh, he thought i was someone else. but anyways, im thinking ok were gonna talk about whats new how are you type of stuff work and such. nut uh that isnt what happened at all! he decied to tell me that hes goin to be a daddy.a fucking father! ( Read more... )

work was well work but im having a good day im really tired though i gotta stop goin out late.. not im not gonna haha. anyways this guy i work with ryan hes so funny.part of my slacking problem today i was admiring him hes so cute.didnt really notice i liked him till later on today. but anyways.. he was helping a person with there bags and he was ( Read more... )

no guys called me oh well its all good. im not sad.it kinda pisses me off the most guys never call when they say they willhsould i give the guys at least a week?its only been a night:)yes im pushy and i dont care u guys will live up to my standards. yes that means you .im talkin to joshua right now im gettin so lame i cant even hold a conversation ( Read more... )

ok so work was grand as usual yesterday i got me stitches out finally i can do stuff normaly there still a lil pain though. ouchies. so no docs for me last night gosh dang it they polluted the water so 40 blocks of albany was closed down they are ruining our whole fucking country:( well tim wanted me to go with him to party last night and i ( Read more... )

ok well i went to northern lights i seen tim and jeff.mmmmm..they were great as usual still the same as to be expected hot and sweaty need i say more? also city high performed and so did willa ford.city high was great willa ford was ok shes winey ass bitch.with a big mouth.but i like her musik. umm work was alright i got paid today yay i didnt ( Read more... )

ok so well..the stitches have got to fuckin go they kill damn. its startin to itch dad said cuz its healing yay better be out by monday:) well i worked all by myself today with breakin any coffee pots and i did a good job jessie and andrew said . so im doing good, this old guy said i was beautiful today hes like 40 or soemthing made me feel ( Read more... )