[2PM | 018.] back and back and back

Feb 16, 2011 23:20

back and back and back
junsu-centric; all other members; jaebeom
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[in sum]: there are times junsu wants to go back to those days.
because i can never write junsu well enough :/



sometimes junsu wishes he could go back to "the days".

the days where things were simple. sing if you want to. go join a contest and win a red rice cooker for mummy dearest. oh, and upload a video of yourself and a friend singing. get picked up from a major label company.

now. well, now, junsu has to coordinate taecyeon's wardrobe.

§

"hey, hey, did you eat yet?" junsu asks junho in the van.

junho's eyes are currently wide. as wide as his wide open mouth, as he stares at chansung prove that he can eat a banana in one bite. the fruit just squishes in there and, after one minute of chewing, there's a sticky sounding gulp.

"see!" chansung says, smug. "told ya."

junsu stops tapping junho's arm. his attention's already broken.

junsu moves on to nichkhun.

"hey, you eat yet?"

poke.

poke, poke.

nichkhun turns his head.

"score!" junsu thinks. "someone to finally relieve my boredom!"

but then, just when the conversation's getting interesting, junsu makes the mistake of bringing up a momma joke.

"well your momma's so fat she can't even see her toes! haha! get it?! can't see her...hey, wait. khun!"

nichkhun's eyebrows get into this straight line before he stalks away. and junsu knows he won't be able to get through to him until nichkhun's forgotten.

junsu sighs, looking for wooyoung, until he spies nichkhun grabbing wooyoung and throwing him on the couch.

"ow hyung~" whines wooyoung, but nichkhun does his thrashing with a smile. wooyoung doesn't even know what hit him.

§

there are times when junsu calls jaebeom. it's not like he's never in korea. junsu knows jaebeom comes in and out. he just wishes it was like that with them.

"why don't you visit us sometime?" asks junsu over the phone.

there's a minuscule pause before jaebeom laughs.

"sure. yeah... maybe."

sometimes, junsu just wishes he could go back to "those days". when jaebeom's room was just a few steps away. hearing about his and taecyeon's filthy living habits used to be so easy and so frequent. who knew junsu would long for it like this?

it used to be: get up late, get yelled by the leaduhja, steal some underwear, and secure a hat for bad hair days. now there's stealth and pretending. wooyoung's always too tired to nag by himself. and with everyone, there's this underlying nervousness that keeps them apart.

"don't leave me" junsu knows he wants to say, as does everyone else. but now, they just smile and keep their distance.

sometimes, junsu just wishes he could...

& junsu, 2pm

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