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Dec 16, 2005 11:58

So. Diary time.

pastiche rambling )

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evilshelly December 28 2005, 05:20:09 UTC
HEY!
why isn't it okay to wanna roam? to NOT wanna settle down and take root and breed?
we dont NEED to do that anymore. there are plenty of people, now. we DONT NEED to make more people.
right now? yeah, youve got the life you have and obligations. cool. next one? you wont have any kids. you'll be a wandering vagabond (or whatever equates to that in 2020!)and it'll be great.

dude. im so CLOSE to my LIFE. really. i can feel it. i can dream it. i DO dream it. the next one? is gonna be so much better...and you know what? family is NOT gonna be involved in it!!!!!!!!!!!!

really. and i dont feel bad at all. i did good by my kids. the best i could. but next life? i will NOT have kids. i will be free. i will wander. i will do things i can only dream of now and it will be good.
im looking forward to the gore.

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pastiche December 30 2005, 22:29:44 UTC
2020? So I'm dead around 50 again? That gives me 5 years to date 20something French guys *g*

dude. im so CLOSE to my LIFE. really. i can feel it. i can dream it. i DO dream it. the next one? is gonna be so much better...and you know what? family is NOT gonna be involved in it!!!!!!!!!!!!LOL. I remember. Only child to rich parents and you're male and GAY ( ... )

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evilshelly January 4 2006, 05:32:01 UTC
date 20something French guys *g*

ugh. french guys???? okay well...as long as youre gonna be old when you do. they do love the older women! *G*

LOL. I remember. Only child to rich parents and you're male and GAY.
oh, HELL yeah!

... Why couldn't I have been someone famous, like everyone else who's thought they were Cleopatra or Elizabeth the first?

YES! ive always felt i was just some unhappy *kid* for like, EVER. no wonderful past lives as some native queen...just young and helpless and...yeah. still. i think im finally growing up to a better life, dammit!

I'm not waiting until next time around. I'm sick of next time rounds. The sooner I get with the program, the sooner this is all over. I've already promised myself that this time when I die, I'm staying dead for at least a century.

lol..hell YEAH! do stuff THIS time and not worry about whats next, huh? yeah. i just want to stay dead long enough to NOT REMEMBER ANYTHING FROM BEFORE! *g*

What I fear most is becoming some perfect soul who 'forgets self' and ends up ( ... )

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