Well, I knew the day would come. The day where all those times she told me how much you loved me fades away for another guy. The day her deepest love is replaced with a dude 5 years older than her. Not saying this is his intentions, but guys who are interested in girls that much younger only want one thing...but no, not Wayne, of course not, he ( Read more... )

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Hey, today was really fun. After school we had drumline tryouts again. it was fun. I know I'm gonna get quads again! While we were there we played Garamouche (a part of the bohemian rapsody) and some sight reading stuff. My sight reading, stick speed, and musical comprehension have all grown dramatically and it makes playing alot more fun ( Read more... )

Wow I'm really happy right now. Whitney and I are fixed (that was to you, Catherine, lol) and are very happy right now. I missed her alot when she was gone and when she got back it was like *BOOOM*. Anyway, there's still one problem...whith me. I let Whitney get int he way of my school work. I gotta take more time to do my homework and not ( Read more... )

Hmm, I feel weird right now, and have been feeling weird for a while. I think it's because i miss Whitney. Everything was sorted out and perfect when I left, and I hope it stays that way. With Mandy, she has to to understand that I don't think she's right about the whole hating whitney thing. I looked back into the comments and where it all ( Read more... )

I talked to Whitney last night. Turns out there was a lot of crap I didn't know. Why little things are setting her off, and why she's been mad lately. I won't get to see her till Monday, and the last time I saw her she had major cramps and the super flu. Hope she's alright 'n stuff ( Read more... )

Can I have an opinion wothout you making some stupid remark about it? You just care about yourself, you can say anything to me and when I get mad you get pissed, but when I do any little thing you don't care and say whatever you want cause you know I will be the one to hold on and try to keep this going. Yes, It's always me, I'm always the one who ( Read more... )

I just wrote a giant fucking entry about how I felt about whats going on, and the stuff actually made sense, and there was a reason for it. Then it somehow gets fucking deleted! On top of all of that shit, I forgot what I fucking typed do now I'm gonna fuckin rip each and every part out of the back of this fuckin piece of shit computer!

What'd I tell ya? I knew I'd be ok by now. lol, look at this!

omg...i'm so dumb. I haven't even figured out how to make Whitney happy when she's mad or sad. I just want to make her feel better when she's down but the only person who can do that is Steve, because he knows exactly what to do, when, and how. Even so, i wouldn't really matter cause she's so used to him. I guess I'm just a little jdbgfbla'd ( Read more... )