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patcheofthepath

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Mar 06, 2005 01:00

all i ever seem to do is hurt people. and worst of all, i'm feeling self-pity. i mean, im feeling alot of self hate as well, but i still deserve pity from no one, least of all my self. i fuck things up due to my selfish ass nature, and can't seem to do anything right. i've hurt the one person who means more to me than anyone else ever has AGAIN ( Read more... )

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spin4life16 March 6 2005, 19:56:15 UTC

maybe if you do something about it and try to let her know how sorry you are etc, you won't feel so bad

twistdfairychld March 6 2005, 23:22:15 UTC

i want to talk to you... call me please i have my cell back.

evilchillywilly March 7 2005, 01:08:22 UTC

You brought it down on yourself, so don't ask me why I can't just understand. What I really don't understand is how you can knowingly do this to me all over again. Do you honestly think that everything will change, things will get easier, the way you've chosen to end this? I'm afraid to get hurt, too, but I put myself out there. What you did felt like a slap in the face. And as for crying in public...you know full well that you weren't the only one. The only difference is that I was openly sobbing in front of I dont know how many people because I didn't have the option of getting up and walking away.

Love always,
Jillian

twistdfairychld March 7 2005, 21:28:50 UTC

no matter what happens no ones going to be happy b/c for some reason none of us can admit our faults, ask or are going to get fogivness. Everything he does, he does knowing the consequincess and that is never going to change. Much like many other people in this world he tries to make the world revolve around him sometimes (granted not all) and when it doesn't work out he's unhappy. Maybe all of us need to grow up a little bit. Were teenagers and no matter what we might think, none of us really know what love, misery, and depression really are. (or how bad they can get) we just need to keep in mind that everything happens for a reason and things change wheater we want them to or not, so we need to just suck it up and live for today. Forget the past. Shit happens and is going to keep happening wheather we admit it and go with the flow or not. Stop making bigger messes out things then they need ot be. Just worry about yourself and eventually you'll get out of here and you can forget everything bad that has ever happened. And don't think ( ... )