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Feb 11, 2006 21:08

why is like so damn depressing? why can't life ever be happy and exciting and all that jazz? something always has to go wrong... ALWAYS!! Sadness dwelss around my body, it engulfs my entire being. Im in a pool of depression and i can't swim out of it, im to tired to swim... i have no life support, im just drowning in my own sorrow. What can ( Read more... )

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patchhead12 February 13 2006, 01:56:15 UTC

i know there is and i know u care... but its not that easy to just not care... and to just be myself. You walk into my house and it is like you walk into a brick wall of tension and hatred. Its easier said than done. I know that death isn't the only answer, I am fully aware of that, but i was just writing down my thoughts. I just can't think happiness when everything around me is falling apart. I can't think it will all get better when I don't know if it will, I am always living in fear of what will be said next, what will start something this time, what will happen now. Its not easy seeing your family fall apart from under you. Its just not... and I try to be happy, but then something bad happens. And Im not saying I can't, Im not that dumb... and I hope I am the Linnsey that you thought I was, its just really hard and I can't do it by myself. I really just want to find somewhere to live until my parents fix whatever is wrong w/them. I just feel like I can't take it anymore, but I know that God will help me through... ( ... )

patchhead12 February 13 2006, 02:28:19 UTC

your sitting here telling me that im creating all this... but you don't even know what all has happened... i don't enjoy being depressed all the time, i don't enjoy puttin on a mask to make people think im happy when im not, I don't enjoy the on going fear of what will happen next...i don't enjoy my parents fights... but the way you make it sound i just WANT to be sad and think my way into sadness... my parents are always throwin blows at each other and i don't know what is goin to happen. It sounds like you are judging me and saying that i want to be sad. Well I don't want to be sad, I want to be happy, but I CARE ABOUT MY FAMILY and what happens to it... instead of telling me to get over it and be happy, help me through it.

rosebass594 February 13 2006, 22:36:49 UTC

join the club. if u need help or anything u know the number.

cagedtiger_wdm February 14 2006, 02:10:49 UTC

i love you. :)

patchhead12 February 16 2006, 03:14:14 UTC

I love you too!

asklepiades February 14 2006, 06:29:30 UTC

happy valentines day! :)

patchhead12 February 16 2006, 03:13:28 UTC

happy valentines day!!

hogwartsxwitch February 14 2006, 12:20:59 UTC

aww baby cakes! you know i'm here for you.
i'm sorry this has to happen, but i can say we have all been there.
you know i love you :)

patchhead12 February 16 2006, 03:13:08 UTC

thanx babe, i love u too