No really, I do. Some days I've woken up just not knowing who I am... like I have to remind myself who Charles Croft is... what he's supposed to be doing with his life... what he's like as a person. It's not a mental disorder I'd say, just a sign that I need to find some direction in life!
Maybe you're going through the same? Needing to find direction?
You have been a bit different lately, but I attribute most of it to all the stress and pressures you have to go through. You've grown as a person. I've SEEN it happen. You've taken on more responsibility and started accomplishing more goals. Most times I'm amazed that you manage to do it. It seems like too much, but you pull through and accomplish what you want to do.
Do you feel like you're headed in the right direction? This is what you've wanted, right? It's been your dream and goal for as long as I've known you. I think you're doing very well on your journey and that all the hard work will pay off eventually.
I think you haven't had much time to BE yourself lately. You've had to be so many things for everybody else and responsible for so much stuff--I'd say more than last semester, though I can't prove it. You've had basically no time to yourself...and the hall and I are somewhat responsible for that. Hopefully having a little break will help, though break in itself is stressful too. I agree with Dustin: to me it looks like you're doing everything you want to be doing, and it's the volume of stuff you have to do that's making you lose yourself for a while. It happens to me, at least. All this emotional stuff is cyclical: it will come and it will go. Not that that generally makes anybody feel better in the meantime, though.
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No really, I do. Some days I've woken up just not knowing who I am... like I have to remind myself who Charles Croft is... what he's supposed to be doing with his life... what he's like as a person. It's not a mental disorder I'd say, just a sign that I need to find some direction in life!
Maybe you're going through the same? Needing to find direction?
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I've been spread a little thin, too, so I guess that has something to do with it.
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Do you feel like you're headed in the right direction? This is what you've wanted, right? It's been your dream and goal for as long as I've known you. I think you're doing very well on your journey and that all the hard work will pay off eventually.
I love you. You make me very proud.
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*glomps despite your dislike of glomping*
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Also, you gonna be in the Chicago area for break, or somewhere else? I miss Earlhamites...
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