Looking for a fic, pretty sure its brendon/spencer?

[flaptasticthing]

Hi guys! It looks like this page is abandoned but I'm desperate. I'm looking for a fic where brendon and spencer (?) start dating and bden is excited and cuddly but jon and ryan say something that makes him think they don't want to see him and spencer cuddle and be a;; relationship-y. So he tones it waaaay down and acts like they're just friends in

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[lazuleaf]

I think you might actually be thinking of a Brendon/Shane fic, Swimming Out in the Blue by sunsetmog.