bound down by
shakles and chains
i put them there myself
as they tighten i ignore the fact that i hold the key
ignore the fact that one day these chains will cut off my circulation
i suppose i like the pain.

painful pleasure, such a lovely sin.

reggie-fest was the shit.
o yeah. Back 40 - check em out.

i have come to the conclusion that i am the most indecisive person i know.
well, maybe i am.........

no, no i am.

already broke that promise to myself........
(knew that was coming)

ive been discin everyday this week for at least two hours.
its good therapy, the sun that is. for god knows i suck at disc golf.
hopefully i will slowly improve. no, i will.
on the other hand my dilema with boys has only gotten worse.
i think this summer i might just stay single.
cuz fuck the dumbshit.

im in quite the dilema.
love stinks.

looking back its hard to put my finger on the point of where exactally things went wrong.

motivate me

im gonna be wide eyed this weekend.
ive been waiting so god damn long.

fuck yeahahyeaher.

so i drove all the way to school to find out it was a snow day.
sweet but a bit sour. definatly unexpected.
i dont want to go to school.
(more like i dont want to explain myself to you)
confrontation sucks.

night ya'll.