Things have been going a little better. I got a raise yesterday, and I finally feel like I am being paid what I am worth. I bought myself a pretty coach purse, but I deserved it after winning money from some Native Americans. Tonight I finally get to hang out with some people I haven't seen in a while.

Work has been so hectic lately. I just feel like I have to look over everyone else's work or nothing will get done right, making me do twice the work. I get so frustrated and I know I am not paid what I am worth making it even more frustrating. Then it seems everyday there is something else that is added to my list of duties, and this means ( Read more... )

I think my house warming party was a success. Everyone seemed to really like Andrea's and my apartment. Some people surprised me that they actually showed up. I wish I hadn't drank as much but there was just so much alcohol. I am definitely paying for it today though. It's funny that when I look back at the night I remember asking people ( Read more... )

Hope dangles on a string like slow spinning redemption.

I actually got to spend some quality time with my mom this weekend, which I have been wanting to do for awhile since I feel like I hardly ever get to do that anymore. I see her a lot but we never get to spend time together just her and me. Sometimes I just get nostalgic for those times when we were so close. It doesn't help that Andrea and her ( Read more... )

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People ask me what's going on or why I hardly ever post in my live journal? The real reason is that I wouldn't want to bore people with the monotony of my life. It's like work, school, sleep, repeat. On the rare occasion I go out, I have fun but it's never anything terribly exciting ( Read more... )

Last night was one of those nights that seemed like it had potential, but at the end you realized you did a lot of driving but went nowhere. We started out going by a party before going to a club, the party seemed pretty chill and had quite a few hot guys but we had to bail b/c we needed to get to the club, and we felt a little over-dressed. We ( Read more... )

I don't know if I will ever find someone to "settle down" with. It always seems the people I am attracted to "just want to be friends," and the people that are attracted to me I find really annoying. I just feel like my life is so empty. I know eventually I'll find someone and blah, blah, blah. It's just when you tell someone that you have ( Read more... )

I finally feel like I have moved into someplace I can call home. We have decorated it really cute and everyone who has come to see it has really liked it. It's not quite done yet. I still have to finish unpacking somethings, and build a bookcase. I can't wait for our house warming "Martini Party," everyone has to dress up and look spiffy. I ( Read more... )