im cast in 2 plays at once and i have to get on bringing my gpa up to a 3.0 so i can be in the tv broadcasting class next semester.
bust busy busy.
i am enjoying life.
everything is gravy.
im reay for summer.
its gonna be a good one.

jake is my boyfreind and i like it that way!
be happy for me
im finally happy

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Dear Everything;
Today i witnessed a cricifixion in pink and lavendar and gold. I've heard people say that beauty in in details, but i dont think they have ever seen you. There were mortal wounds inflicted on the sky and incriminating blue stains on my shirt.
the shirt that you bought for me.
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your tongue is a rudder. it steers the whole ship. sends your words past your lips or keeps them safe behind your teeth. but the wrong words will strand you. come off course while you sleep. sweep your boat out to sea or dashed it to bits on the reef. the vessel groans the ocean pressures its frame. off the port i see the lighthouse through the ( Read more... )

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notrly.

tonight was seneca, a stained glass romance, dr.acula, from graves of valor, and the fallen lie in concord.

funfunfun

we didnt sleep last night, stayed up until 7 and then walked to dunkin donuts.
their hot chocolate is great btw..
then we slept for a few hours and then left.

got to see shane, jenny dirt, nikki, corey, and BCARV.

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exams are this week
that means i get to start over!
i stayed up late last night doing my final project for theatre arts II
i got a 90. not bad since i was supposed to have been working on it for months now..

today i went and got britney spears fantasy perfume and me & candace tried on dresses at forever 21.
i want summer to hurry up.

no one has my back
everyone has someone "better"
no wonder im selfish, how else am i supposed to get by?
when the only one is me
and all my "friends" will turn thier backs
one by one
theyll all be gone
and ill be on my own

who needs them if theyre all fake anyways..

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i dont understand myself.
i am never happy.
nvr.
i want to be happy..
i feel unhappy and then later on, it gets worse and i am stuck wishing that i was as happy as i was before..when really, i was jst wishing i was happy at all..
my memories are empty..
i dnt get it.
this is why life is going by so fast because im not enjoying it.
ugh..