::hugs:: Although it's not on scale with you, I often feel hurt and jipped when I am willing to do things for others and they don't put the same effort in for me.
did ryan actually say record the phone calls, once you gave him an explaination? if so that wasnt a very nice thing to say if you ask me...i think this whole issue stems from his frustration because nothing is happening for us yet and you aswell as him dont have all the time in the world left to dedicate this amount of effort to the band.....i dont really think it was personal attack on you...everyone knows the great effort you put in....It also has prolly been a result of us being left in the dark about the emails considering certain comments on it...so everything got confusing. Jon jeff and i had to say no when ryan asked if we had ever even seen emails from pat...because we hadnt. but now we know why and we couldnt agree with you more...we really didnt mean to make you feel like that man..were really sorry.
i may regret some of the things i said there, but it felt better to get it off my chest.
it's jus that ryan was very hurt when those guestbook entries from people came about and those emails came around a week before the guestbook entries. it would jus shatter him and because i love him as a person too i couldn't bare to see him with the thought of him holding us back.
at least i know how hurt he felt when he was being criticised on his part in the band.
i sent you a string of icq messages explaining stuff that i felt were too stupid to put on here.
hey this is krystle. my journal was hacked into (xplatinumx) so you should take it off your friends list if you still want to contact me add me to deadjournal: http://www.deadjournal.com/users/decemberplan msn: ashesofparis@hotmail.com or aim: anothergoodinyou thanks! <3
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Although it's not on scale with you, I often feel hurt and jipped when I am willing to do things for others and they don't put the same effort in for me.
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i may regret some of the things i said there, but it felt better to get it off my chest.
it's jus that ryan was very hurt when those guestbook entries from people came about and those emails came around a week before the guestbook entries. it would jus shatter him and because i love him as a person too i couldn't bare to see him with the thought of him holding us back.
at least i know how hurt he felt when he was being criticised on his part in the band.
i sent you a string of icq messages explaining stuff that i felt were too stupid to put on here.
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you deserve it:) being sad sucks the big one.
see you soon!
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my journal was hacked into (xplatinumx)
so you should take it off your friends list
if you still want to contact me add me to deadjournal: http://www.deadjournal.com/users/decemberplan
msn: ashesofparis@hotmail.com or aim: anothergoodinyou
thanks!
<3
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