Pressure...
I am tired and I've been stuffing my face all day. Now its 9pm and I want to go to bed?? I am 24 years old about to be 25 in two weeks! Going to bed before my cellular nights & weekends start does not bode well. Yet I'm relatively happy....
Do you ever feel invisible to people that you'd like to get to know more intimately. On my drive to work I was listening to 1010WINS I listen to a report "Murder on Valentine Ave." Basically a 20 something Latino man killed the mother of his baby after she refused his marriage proposal. He literally cut this woman's heart out. Once the police finally apprehended him all he had to say was "Take care of my baby."
Tonight after a long day of work and a couple of hours volunteering at the clinic, I arrive at home to the incesent pleadings of my sister to listen to this religious CD on "The Theology of the Body." I got pissed and told her to mind her own business. So she thinks I'm going to hell for looking at naked girls on the net. She's bi-polar and on her worse "episode" yet last winter it took three grown men to get her to the hospital, all while she muttered "JESUS" under her breath. So when she throws these underhanded insults at me all I can think is that she's just trying to distract herself from her all too overwhelming condition. Honestly, I feel like I'm pretty normal compared to a lot of people on this planet. Maybe normal people are invisible and only seem to appear when they cut some bodies' heart out.
Do you ever feel invisible to people that you'd like to get to know more intimately. On my drive to work I was listening to 1010WINS I listen to a report "Murder on Valentine Ave." Basically a 20 something Latino man killed the mother of his baby after she refused his marriage proposal. He literally cut this woman's heart out. Once the police finally apprehended him all he had to say was "Take care of my baby."
Tonight after a long day of work and a couple of hours volunteering at the clinic, I arrive at home to the incesent pleadings of my sister to listen to this religious CD on "The Theology of the Body." I got pissed and told her to mind her own business. So she thinks I'm going to hell for looking at naked girls on the net. She's bi-polar and on her worse "episode" yet last winter it took three grown men to get her to the hospital, all while she muttered "JESUS" under her breath. So when she throws these underhanded insults at me all I can think is that she's just trying to distract herself from her all too overwhelming condition. Honestly, I feel like I'm pretty normal compared to a lot of people on this planet. Maybe normal people are invisible and only seem to appear when they cut some bodies' heart out.