Don't Need Your Respect.

[patriotskinhead]

I'm a bit tired, but I can't get back into bed. I had to take my sister to work this morning. I'm getting used to driving alone, but it was my first time driving in the rain. Wasn't too shabby except I don't like driving while I'm sleepy. I got home and my head hit the pillow. I had a bad dream, but I can't really remember what it was about. I hate

Comments

[zimlavey]

BFB good shit i have that album, and if your a cop dood we could so never hang out, think about it a Raver-Punk Hippy and a pig?

[patriotskinhead]

Well man, I'm surprised we haven't hung out considering I live a lot closer to you than a lot of people I know on here. But eh, as long as you don't do your hippy shit around me then I think we will be all good buddy.

[zimlavey]

well sees how im in va beach ya know

[patriotskinhead]

Not coming to OK anytime soon?

[mamaskin]

We so kick ass we are driving more and soon you will come visit me and we will drink beer (after lula is born),BBQ and sit on the porch talking smack ;) <33333

[patriotskinhead]

Haha sounds good except I don't drink you dork. So you make a mean BBQ? Whenever I think of good BBQ...I always think Crane and how I'm going to steal his recipes.

[mamaskin]

Well, I know YOU don't drink. Doesnt mean I'm not going to have one or two. Glenn makes the BBQ so I cannot claim the good fixins.I've never had Crane BBQ but just talking about it all is making me hungry for BBQ. Does Nett drink? I can't remember if you said she does or not. hmm

[ickycrawlything]

It sounds like you handle your panic attacks in a mature, productive fashion...that's really hard to do! I've struggled with attacks for years and it took almost all that time to deal in such a way. You should be proud of yourself.

How old are you now? You don't need to tell anyone until you're good and ready...it's your life and that adult life doesn't depend on anyone else. I don't think...does it?

[patriotskinhead]

Oh believe me. It's hard as fuck to handle my attacks. When they get really bad, I resort to the medicine my doctor provided me with. I hate taking medicine for them though so I try and do it the best I can to get myself over it. Normally it takes a few tears to get it out of my system..but it works for me.

Oh and I'm 24. I know I don't have to run my decisions by anyone. I know whether or not my family is behind me or not, I'm going to do it. It's just something I think they should know about me. They knew of my decision of wanting to join the military years ago, and while some of the family supported it, I had others in the family that didn't. I think it'll be the same this time around. Who knows. I still think it's something I shouldn't hide from them.

[ickycrawlything]

Oh no I wasn't implying that you should hide it from anyone, only that sometimes it's best not to divulge too much information to those who wouldn't be supportive.

Panic attacks are the worse! I used to shake uncontrollably, it was so embarrassing. I didn't start getting them until about 23 and then they ended around 25...I didn't take any meds for this particular problem.

[contorted_angel]

*hugs* we need to hang out sometime...

[patriotskinhead]

::hugs:: No doubt. You need to stop living so far away dinkus ;-)

[contorted_angel]

I feel like wanting to travel to the south, just to check it out... but not until winter.. I can't stand heat. Perhaps we can meet up somewhere??

PS

[contorted_angel]

dinkus.. that's so cute......... awwwwwww <33333

[myhairispretty]

First off thanks babies for taking your sis to work for me. You are doing great with your driving skills. You know if I didn't think this you would not be driving my car alone.
Panic attacks suck. Although, I do like the part when I hold you and talk you through it. Scuddling is always good.
Once you become a cop I can do the whole name dropper thing when/if I'm in trouble. Hopefully it will work. The short thing didn't enter my mind at all. The bullets are what bother me. I'm behind you all the way. Just might join myself.