fucking shit.. its quarter to 10 in the morning. i didnt sleep until dawn because i was thinking about things that depressed the shit out of me ( Read more... )

so today wasnt so bad, i guess. hung out with dave. he's always fun to hang out with. i wish i could drive. or that he was closer. or.. something. we have fun times. i feel bad cause he always has to come get me and take me home. oh well i guess. he doesnt mind too much, so whatever ( Read more... )

trips to walmart = new make up for me.

and yes, my bedroom walls are bright red. like the color of the lipstick.


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i fucking hate you. youre nothing but a whiney little cunt. nobody cares about you and how "miserable your life is." try spending a day in my life, or someone else's life that you know. you wouldnt make it. youre the epitome of everything i hate most about people. fuck you. i hope you die, you fucking douchebag.

sometimes i wonder if you really care as much as you say you do now. sometimes i wonder if you care at all because ususally you dont show it. you did before.. more so then you do now.

im fucking starving.

and i fucking hate algebra 2.

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i dont know what hurts more-

having you, but not having you here...
or not having you at all.

i wonder if i'm still your #1. cause you're still mine.

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so much for my plan to lay off the booze.