I've been neglecting my poor journal. Does anyone still come on livejournal??

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"Hearing his voice whispering in my ear, feeling his hands on my skin, his lips on my mouth, I forgot to be scared, forgot everything except how much I loved him. I wanted to be his, I wanted to give myself to him. Not just my body. All of me. My whole life --- my loneliness, my sadness, my happiness. Everything. There was no going back. Not for me ( Read more... )

Ok so I already did this thing but I didn't realize that it got messed up, so here it is again. Enjoy!

( something to keep me busy )

Ok so today has sucked. It's just been a bleh day all day long. I'm not happy and I don't know why and that's bugging me. Usually I can pick out what is upsetting me. Oh well.

April and I are going out tomorrow to do something. THANK GOD! I am usually not a needy friend...but I need a friend right now. I'm just...I don't even know. I hate to say ( Read more... )

Yay! Last post as a minor! Nothing happened today. Bleh. Church tomorrow, as well as Father's day. Happy Father's day! I love you all! Yay for July 4th coming up...Warped Tour!

Ok, so I have my must have music list started. I really don't think any of them fall into the same genre, but oh well, DEAL WITH IT...

Shinedown - Leave a Whisper
Auf Der Maur - Auf Der Maur
Muse - Absolution

I'm starting to isolate myself from the world. This is not good. I haven't actually seen any of my friends in almost two weeks. I have only ( Read more... )

Ok so my b-day is almost here. Now, I have already poo-pooed the idea of celebrating it on the 20th because it also happens to be Father's Day and well, I should probably spend as much time with my dad while I still can. So I was thinking, that Monday (the 21st) works, but there is another problem. What does one do for one's 18th birthday? I can't ( Read more... )

Ok, so I just got home from NAU. That place is awesome! I can't wait to live there for the next couple years. The weather was great and the whole atmosphere was better. I loved it in Flagstaff.

So while we were up there, we stopped at this music store so I could ask about flutes...and I actually bought one! It is the best deal in the world! HOLY ( Read more... )

I went and saw "The day After Tomorrow" last night with my dad. It was an ok movie, but only because of the people in it (Jake). I thought it ended entirely too happy ( Read more... )