sometimes we can get so wrapped up in life ( Read more... )

I cant sleep and its what I need more than any other drug. My world is spinning backwards and all I need is someone to pick up the other end of the line... Ill wake up and this worrying will all just be ridiculous.

I made it back to Florida in mostly one piece. My heart is for sure back in California in the hands of an extremmememmeemly amazing girl. Nothing has seemed to changed since I have left. Still lacking friends here and something to do with my loads of extra time. But its to be expected. Now is my time to regroup and make the big decision on where I ( Read more... )

I can count the days left in California on one hand. This past few days have been absolutely amazing, thanks to an amazing girl. Last night we went and saw Jeff Goldblum play the jazz piano with an "orchestra" at UCLA. It was a pretty awesome show and seeing the man in all his glory sitting behind a piano and taking in admiration from everyone ( Read more... )

Now my heart needs a polygraph; always so eager to pack my bags when I really want to stay.

I splurged on myself today when I stepped into Amoeba Music Store today. Its an amazingly huge cd/record/dvd store and has a ton of vintage band/movie posters. I think I picked up about 6 cds and a dvd, Cecil B. Demented. The ride to get there is pretty amazing. Passing through Bel Air and Beverly Hills... LA seems so full of life and so many ( Read more... )

Wow crazyyyyyyyy shit! I went bowling tonight and standing right there next to me was Elijah Wood. He was smaller than me tee hee. I also beat my pathetic personal record with a 134 :-(. I need to get better indeed. Alright just felt I had to share weeeeeee

So I thought Id update today to tell of the loveliest day Ive had in a long time. Well not much really happened, but it seems Ive been happily overwhelmed with being content. Not only that I feel more like myself than I have in a while. So to kick out the jams of my saturday, I had some delicious pad thai at this noodle place in westwood... YUMMY ( Read more... )

I give you one thing and that is that life is interesting. I can't say I'm infallible, but one can only do so much and still be human. Life can be cruel and it can lonely as I know well. I find it best to take it all in stride. Since I’ve moved out here I’ve subsided with my angry tendencies, which seemed to spawn from living with my parents. Haha ( Read more... )

Tonight was hilarious!!!!!!!111!!11!!1! I went to Zen Sushi with Calvin to see his friends older brother play a show. It was the weirdest mix of people there... wiggers, fake rockers, techno faces, and everything in between. We got there and the place was empty, then I met his friends brother. He was a wigger and a rapper. His set came on and I ( Read more... )