*laughs* I hate myself when I say this.... but Kris brought it up.. Carmel is sexual to use!! *smirks* We just use it for anything sexual we do.. and we both fucking love it!! *laughs* You may all think I'm probably crazy now

I'm going to be a father! I'm so happy for my girlfriend to be with me, and I to be the father of her baby. I've been doing thinking, and I want Kris to marry me. I love her so much.. *sighs to himself* No its not only because shes pregnat. I really love her, and I want us to be together forever.

*laughs a little* Time really fucking flys... I'm with the guys in Australia.. with my baby girl Kris.. I'm happy to say that I'm the father of her baby.. Yes it can happen only after one time. *smiles* I'm happy to be able to make her happy. Billy.. Joel.. Benji I want all you guys to be a part of our babies lives.. since your all like brothers to ( Read more... )

*smiles* Finally I can be happy... with Kris.. shes a beautiful angel from heaven and I love her and Billy I know a beautiful girl who really likes you her name is Laurie... I invited them to come with us to australia so :) peace out!

*sighs* I'm still in mid depression..no fuckers I'm not a cutter.. I just want to be loved and cared for like my homies, joel, benji and billy... *frowns* all the fucking girls like them and not me... someone please cuddle cute me? *laughs*

*sighs* We have a show in oregon today your coming with me right? *smiles* I want to fucking show you off.. my beautiful fianceeee I love you... we have to pick a fucking date for the wedding! I want it to be perfect..

I've been seriously thinking about asking Ann something I've been dying to ask her or not.. but I'm scared she'll say no. I've been pondering if I should or not. I want to ask her SO fucking bad its hurting me inside.. but I dont want to be hurt if she says no... I mean I love her with all my heart..shes here with me now, but I dont know if I ( Read more... )

I miss you so much.. I still can't eat or sleep... the guys ask but I tell them lies that I have been eating.. I just need to see you.. I can't wait until next week.. I need to see you now.. but I know that isn't possible. I feel like fucking going out there and kissing you, having you close is what I need right now.. not thousands and thousands ( Read more... )

*sighs to himself* Yeah I've been thinking.. why does everyone I know have a relationship of some kind man or woman and I don't. I had being the only without someone when we go places.. It hurts to see my friends and band mates with someone..but I guess thats how the way it is.