And so Life goes on.

[paul_hanson_psh]

Well first off this isnt something I usally talk about or anything but I'm just kind of lost right now.

In trying to find an emoticon for my mood, I went through everyone and not one fit how I'm feeling.

About half a year ago my grandfather died, and I didn't really realise what this meant. I've know scince the day he passed away, on the phone I

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[browner1]

I felt the same way last year a few months after my gramma passed away in March. It was the first "death" in the family, or anyone as close to me as that... and it was pretty weird. I accepted it the same way you did at first, but it sunk in about 3 or 4 months later that I was never going to talk to her, see her, or even hear my mom talking on the phone with her anymore. This is the first year I'm not buying her a Christmas present.. and my mom's not sending anythign off to her either... it's really strange, and sad. And it sucks. So I do understand.