i have an IST this month. i can not fail it. im gonna go running everyday this week and next week. im not sure when it is, i think its at the end of this month. im fine with everything else just running is not that hot right now. a mile and a half in 15mins. is not that bad at all. i can get 100 crunches in 2 mins. and do the arm hang for 70 secs. ( Read more... )

I don't wanna rush this thing
I don't wanna jump the gun
I really wanna say those three little words
But I'm gonna bite my toungue

Yeah, I'm just gonna lay on back
Leave it on cruise control
I'm gonna hold it all inside
Till the right time comes down the road

I got a feelin'
My head's a reelin'
My heart is screamin'
I'm about to bust loose
Bottled up emotion
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yay! no first period... =  more sleep!

2nd. english12 - Mr. Ritcheson

3rd. geometry - (dont know yet)

4th. American Gov. - Berger

5th. Adv. Weight lifting - Burgener

6th. Psychology - Cooper

FACT-

KEVIN LIKES IT UP THE ASS!!!

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UPDATE...
 Nick and I are trying to be more friends than anything. i just felt like "We" rushed into it, so i wanna be real good friends and have a special relationship before we take it to the next level.

I haven't been on-line for a while b/c i've been studying for the ASVAB... i studied and i had a tutor for a week, and it payed off. I went to ( Read more... )

nick got back today, i dont know what it was but for me things just didnt feel the same. maybe im just pushing away, i dont know. but whatever it is i dont like how it feels. i like him a lot and i love his friendship, but thats about it. i just dont really feel ready for an "exclusive" relationship.

toady's events were really funny!!! oh so funny.....

but still, i want it soooo bad, but im not ready for it. im so sorry.

yeah, so i havent written in a while, ive just been thinking a lot about shit, like my life... my future and the presence and what i want. nick has been gone for a while now, and i still miss him, but not as much as i did in the beginning. like i coul ddeal now, and i like being by myslef, eventhough im really not. today i realized a lot of things ( Read more... )

paulaishardcore: im confused
Demolition4Love: ?
paulaishardcore: yeah, i dont know, like i missed nick for a while, but now im just fine, like w/o a boyfriend
paulaishardcore: ya know?
Demolition4Love: you will realize what you missed once he gets back
Demolition4Love: im sure he misses you tons
Demolition4Love: you guys are great togehter
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