hmmmm....damn.... the last 2-3 weeks have been RIDICULOUS!! I've been on a bit of a rollercoaster.  i got back to smoking.  i got a girlfriend (welllll....yeah, ok.).  a new "kinda best friend".  riding my bike to ridiculous destinations.  a new favourite show.  the beginning stages of a new crew that would undoubtedly fit nicely with this one ( Read more... )

so I thought Id check LJ today coz no one has updated in a while (or they have but i cant see).  glad to see two new entries ( Read more... )

weekend update (kinda ( Read more... )

i was at mark's house late last night and i was watching one of those World Vision type commercials...I think it was for the Christian Children's Fund or something.  so i says to mark, i says "yo, dude, if I get a job this week...im gonna sponsor me one of those kids."  I've been randomly sending out resumes for the past couple of weeks now....and ( Read more... )

can I just say ( Read more... )

went to church on Sunday to get a letter of recommendation from a priest.  I dont really like the people in that church.  I dont know anyone in there...except for this brown girl that i've seen at just about every 1pm mass ive ever been to since i was 14....well, i dont know her...i just feel like I do.  I hate the priest at St. Bartholomew's...the ( Read more... )

they dont make 'em the way they used to.  just try to compare current Rhythm and Blues songs with the oldies....jazz....motown.

"I'd rather go blind than to see you walk away from me."  ( this song literally made my heart hurt when i listened to it.)

-Etta James, Rather Go Blind

"you smile and then the spell was cast...and here we are in heaven ( Read more... )

timeline post:

woke up around 10am.

called Doctor's office.  set appointment for 30mins later...

ran all the way to the doctor's office.  had a nice chat.  she said i was being paranoid.  i didnt care...i wanted ALL the tests.  "alright, but im telling you, you're turning 26 and paranoid."...."thanks ,doc."  She gives me the paper I needed.  Chest ( Read more... )

so i quit smoking today.  weed and cigarettes.  weed temporary (feb. 13th) and cigarettes permanent.

i made a list of about 20 other things (quitting cigs was the hardest) that i need to do before my 26th birthday.

i had my last smoke @ 11:30 pm  Jan. 30th...................its now 6am....and i havent slept.  i went to a friend's house to play ( Read more... )

The day before last was ultra NOTHING day.  I did NOTHING the whole day.  I literally spent the ENTIRE day inside.  Hardly moved, watched tv, smoked weed and ate.  It sounds gross even thinking about it again.  I ended up indoors up until 2:30am when I went to Mark's house for new episodes of Naruto, talks possible future projects, music and crap ( Read more... )