His Other Secret
Pairing: KyuMin, JoongMin(?)
Rating: NC-17
Chracters: Sungmin, Kyuhyun, Hyun Joong
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters.
Warning: explicit scenes, incest, curse words
Summary: Sungmin didn't really want another secret.
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Hyun Joong might have woke up some time between when his older brother was poking his cheeks or was nudging his shoulders but he just rolled on his tummy and hard faced his pillows.
“Hyun Joong-ah…you have to wake up! Dinner is already on the table and you don’t want the foods I cooked to go to waste right? Hyun Joong-ah…” He peeked from the pillow and there, he saw his hyung, coaxing him to wake up-which he found a little too entertaining.
“Ten more minutes hyung…” He smirked and closed his eyes shut; only to be hit on the back.
“Yah Hyun Joong! Wake up already, you lazy fuck!” Hyun Joong burst in laughter before sitting straight and facing his brother who was at the time glaring down at him-which didn’t last for even a second after seeing his brother with his provocative damn bedhair.
“Jeez Sungmin, I was only teasing.” Hyun Joong snaked his arms around his brother’s waist and pulled him closer; making Sungmin fall with a thud on top of him.
“H-Hyung. It’s Sungmin hyung for you,” Sungmin who was obviously blushing from the sudden contact began to blabber when Hyun Joong started to kiss his jaw after trying to stand to up; only to be pulled impossibly closer. “I-I’m still…y-you’re big brother…hnng” He managed when Hyun Joong crashed his lips onto his.
Hyun Joong pushed Sungmin aside and went on top of him; straddling his hips against the older man underneath him. Sungmin shivered when Hyun Joong bent down to catch his lips, demanding for entrance which he refused to comply-refused, until Hyun Joong hauled his head up, made him gasp; releasing an ample amount of pleasant moans when his younger brother was practically shoving his tongue inside his throat-which didn’t sound bad, actually…
He snapped out of his thoughts and shoved his brother almost a little too hard when he landed on the carpeted floor.
“Dinner. Now.” Sungmin began with a heave of heavy breath.
“But Sungmin-ah…” Hyun Joong began to rise on his feet and advanced himself on the still panting Sungmin. He clutched the smaller male’s waist and leaned closer for only his brother to hear. “Can’t I eat you instead?”
Sungmin swore he could hear his brother’s heart racing with the same pace as his. “N-not now Hyun Joong. Dinner first.” He held Hyun Joong’s hands and put them back on his side. When he heard his brother sighed, he cupped the taller male’s cheeks and gave him a peck. “Eat dinner, and then eat me.”
Hyun Joong’s jaw nearly dropped at his brother’s suggestion. He nodded eagerly and earned a giggle from his older brother. Sungmin went outside the room; Hyun Joong trailing after him.
For three months they have been like that. Hyun Joong would be too clingy to him until he himself would fall from the boy’s charm and submit completely. He didn’t expect any of this until that one night when they’re all wasted at their friend’s party. It was supposed to be one of those platonic nights when two siblings would go out and have some fun. But the influence of alcohol and their hidden desires to one another didn’t help when the both of them were lying on bed.
“Hyun Joong, where the fuck did you learn how to do that?” Sungmin asked after they both collapsed on top of the now screeching bed after being used for an unimaginable number of sex.
“You underestimate me too much hyung…” Hyun Joong answered between his pants. Sweats still streaming from his neck down to his torso.
“We should go home. Our…parents should be waiting…” Sungmin sat up. His back facing Hyun Joong who was gazing at him.
“S-Sungmin…can we…can we do this again?” Sungmin was in the middle of putting his pants on when he gaped back at his brother. He bit his lower lip before answering reluctantly.
“We’ll see…”
Guilt was already a given. It was destined to be there for the rest of their lives. They were both unsure. But when they’re together, when they’re secretly exchanging those looks and subtly conveying hidden messages only the both of them would know, guilt and doubts were thrown out the window.
It was their secret. The secret they both cherished and cursed at the same time.
However, that was not the only secret Sungmin was carrying all to himself.
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Sungmin was startled after closing his locker when he saw his brother beaming at him.
“god Hyun Joong, would stop doing that?!” He clutched his chest, gesturing that he almost had a heart attack. He smiled after earning laughter from his brother and waved his hand dismissively.
“Anyway, what are you doing here? And why are you with him?” He pointed at the lanky man beside Hyun Joong who was glaring at him.
“Oh yeah, I was about to tell you that. Kyuhyun,” Hyun Joong tapped the lanky guy, whose name was Kyuhyun. “would spend the night with us. He’s my tutor in advanced Trigonometry. Can he hyung?”
To say that Sungmin was not very pleased to see Kyuhyun with Hyun Joong was an understatement. He hated the guy to the core.
“No. I’ll tutor you instead.” He answered firmly.
“What?! But hyung! You suck at Math!” Sungmin glared at Kyuhyun who sneered at the statement.
“Yah Hyun Joong! I’ll have you know that I-…” He cleared his throat for he was unable to make a comeback. He softened his gaze at his brother and sighed. “One night. Just one night and he’s out. Got that?” then glared at Kyuhyun at the last sentence.
“Yes!” Hyun Joong punched the air and gave Sungmin the warmest smile. “Thanks hyung!”
Sungmin’s cheeks went pink at the sight of a smiling Hyun Joong. No one could resist a smiling Hyun Joong. No one. “Y-yah. You’ll be late on your next class! Go! Shoo!”
Hyun Joong gave his brother a lingering hug and whispered “It’s just one night Sungmin-ah…then we can be alone again. Alright?”
Sungmin swore if they weren’t in school and no one was around, he would jump Hyun Joong right there. He saw Kyuhyun grimaced at the corner of his eyes. He smirked and hugged his brother back tighter.
Hyun Joong bid him good bye with Kyuhyun following him with a slower pace. When Hyun Joong turned at the left wing of the corridor, Kyuhyun had grabbed Sungmin’s arms and shoved him at the nearest wall.
“You horny bastard, can’t you wait?!” Sungmin hissed while groaning heavily at the sloppy kisses Kyuhyun was giving him.
“No. No I can’t.” Kyuhyun smirked and licked Sungmin’s earlobe. “But I will.” He gave Sungmin one last deep kiss before letting go of Sungmin’s wrists and began to walk away. “See you later. Hyung.”
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“Fuck me now so we could get this over with.” Sungmin commanded as he heard the door closed and locked. He turned and saw Kyuhyun advancing towards him; his eyes, conveying the same meaning his brother has every time they’d have sex. He shook his head at the thought. How could he compare Hyun Joong with this guy?
Hyun Joong was different from Kyuhyun. He would do it with his brother with affection. But Kyuhyun…that bastard was only after his body; was only after sex. That was what he perceived Kyuhyun to be. A sick, horny, blackmailing bastard.
Kyuhyun was now standing in front of Sungmin. His eyes, never leaving the smaller male. He reached for Sungmin’s waist and pulled him closer and whispered, “I don’t think you’re in any position to order me around.”
Kyuhyun sat on the chair opposite to Sungmin. “Strip.”
Sungmin closed his eyes before sighing and obeying Kyuhyun’s command. He took off his necktie first, then his polo, down with the pants, and off with his underwear.
By the time Sungmin was done undressing his self, Kyuhyun pushed Sungmin on top of one of the desk, hauled his locks, forcing him to look at him.
“Aren’t you just beautiful?” Sungmin gaped at him for a moment and began to look away again. Refusing the idea that Kyuhyun‘s tone was all honesty. He couldn’t handle the looks Kyuhyun was giving him. And he didn’t want to know what would happen if he stared at him for too long.
“Just…get on with it.” He closed his eyes even before Kyuhyun could nod.
Sungmin yelped when Kyuhyun palmed his hardening cock. “You always say you don’t want this but your body tells otherwise.” Kyuhyun smirked and gave Sungmin no time to respond for he was already licking the tip of Sungmin’s head.
“Oh god…Cho…just...” Sungmin pursed his lips. Refusing to edify Kyuhyun what he truly wanted.
“Just what?” Kyuhyun asked in a rather teasing tone. Sungmin heaved his head upward as he felt Kyuhyun’s warm cavern surrounding his now leaking cock.
“Suck me.” His hand moved on its own and grabbed a handful of Kyuhyun’s hair, propelling him to go further. Kyuhyun complied and hummed as he took more of Sungmin into his mouth by the second.
Sungmin was sweating all over and the closed room was not helping. He lifted his legs on top of Kyuhyun’s shoulders; he wrapped his lower limbs around Kyuhyun’s upper back, and began pulling the latter’s head deeper towards his erection. His shivers would go after Kyuhyun’s groans.
Sungmin’s head was still thrown backward; exposing his tantalizing neck to Kyuhyun who was looking at him for far too long now. Kyuhyun crawled upwards when Sungmin came. He kissed Sungmin even when he still has the latter’s liquid inside his mouth.
The sloppy kiss made some of Sungmin’s cum trickled down Sungmin’s jaw, giving Kyuhyun the reason to lick the spot and suck the hell out of it.
Sungmin realized what Kyuhyun was doing and pushed him away.
“D-don’t!” Sungmin stuttered. “I mean…don’t put a hickey. H-he’ll see it.” He saw Kyuhyun nod and shame surged up Sungmin spine as he looked down on the floor.
“Then you give me one.” He heard Kyuhyun whisper and bit his lip before nodding.
Kyuhyun, who was still fully clothed was pulled by his tie; his hips, caught between Sungmin’s thigh.
Kyuhyun’s profanities and moans filled the empty classroom-even if Sungmin refused to admit- it turned him on.
His fingers crawled up to Kyuhyun’s locks just above his nape and yanked it upward; giving Sungmin the authority to suck Kyuhyun’s jaw and leave a purplish spot on the pale skin.
By the time Sungmin had let go of Kyuhyun’s hair, he began to unzip Kyuhyun’s pants when a pair of hands stopped him midway.
Kyuhyun shook his head and crashed his lips against Sungmin’s. “Don’t.” He mumbled before backing out.
Sungmin scoffed and began to gather his clothes while Kyuhyun was straightening his uniform.
“Whatever. As long as you’ll shut your mouth about me and my brother I’ll let you do whatever you want with me.” He wore his uniform and left without leaving a single glance at Kyuhyun.
It was always like this. Kyuhyun giving him the pleasurable, mind blowing blow jobs and kisses all of which would go down to sex but Kyuhyun would back out at the very last agonizing minute. And he hated Kyuhyun even more for doing that. Why can’t he just fuck Sungmin and get it over with?
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Clearly Sungmin had no idea of what was going on inside Kyuhyun’s mind.
Kyuhyun flopped down on the floor despite the many chairs that were scattered inside the room he and Sungmin was just in. He could hear his heart beating wildly. He touched the mark Sungmin had left him and grinned sheepishly. He couldn’t believe Sungmin. Lee Sungmin just gave him a hickey!
Call him a creep but Sungmin was the primary reason he enrolled in his school. He was even that happy when he learned that Sungmin’s brother, Hyun Joong would be one of his classmates in his second year of high school. It gave him a sense of connection between Sungmin and him.
Crush? More than that.
Obsession? Maybe.
Love? Yes.
He was in love with Sungmin ever since the day they’ve met. Sungmin might’ve forgotten already but it was engraved in Kyuhyun’s mind. The way Sungmin wore a concerned expression when he helped Kyuhyun on his feet after bumping into him. His slender fingers brushing his own when Sungmin handed the books that was accidentally tossed.
However, by the time he was ready to reveal himself to Sungmin, what he saw angered him to the core. Inside one of the empty classroom just like where he was sitting in, he saw Sungmin on top of Hyun Joong and was riding the latter. For someone who had been obsessed with Sungmin for so long, it wasn’t easy for Kyuhyun to register what he just saw.
He felt the urge to do something. And so he ended up doing a desperate move. Blackmailing.
He gave Sungmin no choice but to obey his commands or he’ll tell their secrets otherwise.
“You’re low. You know that?” Sungmin glowered and Kyuhyun felt his heart pained a little. He didn’t want Sungmin to look at him like that.
“And having sex with your own brother isn’t?” He viciously smirked to hide away the pain.
He felt scared. What if Sungmin wouldn’t comply? But all his doubt left his body when Sungmin sighed and nodded. He felt happy and hurt at the same time but that was it. Kyuhyun would be a part of Sungmin’s secret. He would be his other secret.
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“Hyung, I didn’t see you at school before going home. Where were you?” Hyun Joong asked while pulling off his socks; Kyuhyun, silently trailing after him.
Sungmin, who was slumped at the couch turned to look at the boys.
“Oh? I was looking for you guys too. But I didn’t see you so I went ahead first.” Sungmin shrugged. “I’m cooking dinner now. What do you guys want?” Sungmin asked easily. As if he and Kyuhyun didn’t do anything behind his brother’s back. And the thought of it twinge his heart.
“I eat everything you cook.” Hyun Joong winked when Kyuhyun wasn’t looking and Sungmin immediately blushed. Curse Hyun Joong for being such a flirt.
Kyuhyun saw the knowing stares between the two siblings and cleared his throat.
“I…I’ll go cook now.” Sungmin stuttered and ran to the kitchen.
“Kyuhyun-ah, we should start so we can have dinner later.” Hyun Joong smiled at Kyuhyun who merely nodded and followed Hyun Joong to the room.
Kyuhyun wasn’t sure if he should feel happy that Hyun Joong has a single bed, telling him that Hyun Joong and his brother were not sharing a room or feel hurt because Sungmin might’ve been sneaking in there at night for all he knew. He slapped himself inwardly for having that thought.
After an hour or so, they both heard Sungmin calling them downstairs.
“Right, Hyun Joong hyung, we’ll stop here for now.” Hyun Joong smiled and they both went downstairs and straight to the kitchen where Sungmin was waiting.
They all ate in silence. Few talks between Kyuhyun and Hyun Joong about Advanced Trigo while Sungmin just nodded and hummed when Hyun Joong would say something he has agreed on.
“You guys go upstairs. I’ll go wash the dishes.” Sungmin stood up and gathered the plates.
“Would you like some help?” Sungmin furrowed his brows when he heard Kyuhyun’s offer.
“No Kyuhyun. I can do it myself. Go upstairs with Hyun Joong.” He said coldly before turning around and headed to the sink. He heard Kyuhyun hummed and his footsteps gradually vanishing as the tall male went upstairs.
Sungmin was in the middle of washing the dishes when he gasped all of a sudden after two arms were wrapped around his waist firmly.
“I know I said it’s only for the night but damn I miss you already…” When Sungmin realized that it was his brother, he sighed then dried his hands with a towel and spun to face Hyun Joong.
“You’re such a baby.” Sungmin chuckled and cupped the taller male’s cheeks and placed a sweet gentle kiss on his lips. “Go upstairs. You don’t want to keep the nerd waiting. He might sense something odd.” He whispered and half-heartedly brushed Hyun Joong’s arms gently away from where it was tangled. Hyun Joong sighed and nodded before going back upstairs.
He was trying to dry the plates when yet another pair of hands snaked its way around his waist. He sighed before turning around.
“Hyun Joong-ah, didn’t I tell you t- WHAT THE FUCK AR-“ Sungmin wasn’t able to finish his sentence when Kyuhyun put his palm against Sungmin’s mouth.
“So Hyun Joong went in here?” He scoffed. “And he said he was going to the bathroom.” Kyuhyun locked Sungmin who was about to move away by putting his arms against the sink; trapping the smaller male between his arms. Sungmin opened his mouth to protest but only gave Kyuhyun the opportunity to steal an open-mouthed kiss; forcing his way inside Sungmin’s cavern. Kyuhyun roamed his two hands all over Sungmin’s back and settled with his nether part and mercilessly groped his butt.
“Fucking hell Kyuhyun! Are you insane?! Hyun Joong’s upstairs!”
“What? It’s okay if it’s him and it’s not with me?” Kyuhyun groaned when Sungmin glared at him. “Fine, fine.” He let go of Sungmin then went upstairs.
Sungmin was now watching TV when someone gave him a kiss on the nape.
“Damn it! I told you to go upstairs already!” He squealed when he realized it was Hyun Joong whose warm breath was brushing against his nape.
“But that was thirty minutes ago Sungmin-ah…I miss you already.” Sungmin’s face paled. He thought it was Kyuhyun.
“Then make it up to me tomorrow when your classmate isn’t around anymore.” He turned to face Hyun Joong whose hands were resting on the back of the couch. Sungmin aimed for his lips; his tongue, making its way inside Hyun Joong. His brother nibbled his lower lip before letting go.
“This is killing me.” Hyun Joong groaned when he rested his head on top of Sungmin’s shoulder. Sungmin gave his brother a sympathetic smile before tapping his back. And before he could say anything, “I know. I’ll go upstairs.” Hyun Joong nodded and unwillingly ran upstairs.
Ten minutes later, Sungmin decided to do his own homework inside his room. He heard the door burst open and literally facepalmed when he saw Kyuhyun walking towards him.
“I swear you could be such a competitive jerk sometimes.” He shook his head and looked at Kyuhyun who merely smirked.
“You realized that just now?” Kyuhyun sat on Sungmin’s lap and threaded the latter’s hair and hauled it upward. “So what did he do to you this time?”
“That’s none of your business!” Sungmin snapped. “And why do you even care?”
“So I can do something much better.” Kyuhyun shrugged and was now playing with Sungmin’s hair. “So what did he do to you?”
Sungmin’s face reddened at Kyuhyun’s statement and bit his lower lip before answering.
“H-he just…kissed my nape,” Kyuhyun hummed and urged Sungmin to go further. “But I kissed him.”
With the last statement, Kyuhyun found himself pinning Sungmin on top of the bed and; giving him harsh kisses, but gradually became the way Sungmin kissed Hyun Joong a while ago-he realized. Almost even better than what he did to his brother.
“Turn around.” Kyuhyun ordered and Sungmin uncharacteristically obeyed with no complaints. He licked Sungmin’s nape and the latter’s body quivered by the sudden act.
“Ah…that should do it.” He smiled to himself and stood up before completely crushing Sungmin.
“Jerk.” Sungmin muttered but with no threat in it. He touched the spot Kyuhyun had licked him and found himself blushing. Thankful that Kyuhyun had already left the room so he wouldn’t see his flustered face.
Sungmin continued doing his homework, having a little difficulty for he couldn’t shake off what has happened the whole day. He sighed and took a mental note to lock the door before sleeping and hide himself away from two horny men.
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Days passed and turned to weeks and somehow, Sungmin found himself drawn to Kyuhyun-even if he still refused to admit it. He had been looking forward every time Kyuhyun would order him and he would obey- which made him worried. Despite that, he continued having sex with Hyun Joong and it would relieve him from all the frustration Kyuhyun was giving him. And it just made Sungmin’s heart sink even more. It’s as if he was only using his brother by venting all his frustration towards Kyuhyun who still refused to have sex with him and back out at the last minute when Sungmin desperately wanted him inside. He wanted it all to stop.
“What do you think of me?” Sungmin asked randomly after their heated session. Kyuhyun, who was in the middle of straightening his uniform, felt unsettled all of a sudden. He looked at Sungmin who was still undress and shifted his gaze abruptly.
“You’re a slut.” He answered coldly before leaving the classroom. Sungmin cringed a little but when he remembered the way Kyuhyun looked a while ago, he assumed that he means more than what Kyuhyun answered. Because Kyuhyun’s eyes exposed hope, pain and-what Sungmin had been refusing to see every time he’d look at the younger-love.
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They continued on with the same routine for the rest of the month and Sungmin was falling deeper and deeper into depression even Hyun Joong had noticed it but never said anything. He was unsure at why Sungmin was a little down and would refuse to do it most of the time. And somewhere between the avoidance and rejection, he had missed his brother; only this time, not in a sensual way but those times when they used to hang out with a complete platonic relationship.
Little did he know that Sungmin was feeling the same way. He was missing Hyun Joong-his brother- not the man whom he had been having sex with the past few months. And the idea just made his eyes all teared up. What have they done with each other?
One day when Sungmin was wandering around at the back of the campus, he saw two figures standing side by side and laughing till their hearts’ content.
Then his eyes widened when he saw Kyuhyun, laughing, and smiling as he spoke with the man beside him- Changmin. His partner in Science lab. He a felt a sense of insecurities as he watched the scene. Kyuhyun had never laughed like that when he was with him. They never even had a decent conversation with each other. And was his smile was really radiant like that? He didn’t know because he didn’t even bother to look at the younger.
He couldn’t take it anymore. It was all piling up and he didn’t know what to do. His eyes was clouded with tears as he ran away; not realizing that he had just bumped into his brother.
“Hyung?” Hyun Joong called unto him but Sungmin had left already; eyes, filled with pain and disappointment.
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“Let’s stop this.” Sungmin’s eyes widened in surprise as he entered the classroom they were usually in.
“What?” He asked dumbly as if he didn’t hear Kyuhyun.
“I said we should stop this. It’s not worth it. You’re not worth it.” To Kyuhyun’s shock, he felt a fist violently crushed the corner of his lips and was thrown backwards.
“So you’re done with me, you fucking bastard?!” Sungmin spat with frustration and pain. “Do you even realize what you’ve done? Huh?” He challenged Kyuhyun who was still wearing a blank expression despite the pain in his lips. He didn’t even realize the blood trickling down from his mouth.
When Sungmin found Kyuhyun couldn’t answer, he continued blathering. “You confused me! You-…you always act as if you’re tough, controlling me and all when you’re just a coward! You couldn’t even put your dick inside my hole!” With that, Kyuhyun was the one who charged and hauled Sungmin’s collar. He was about to punch the smaller male when he realized what he was doing. And lowered his fist. He honestly didn’t expect Sungmin would react like that. He thought the latter would just shrug and walk away like nothing happened.
He saw how Sungmin was struggling with himself for the past few weeks. How he was being swallowed by his agony and thoughts. He couldn’t take it. Having the assumption that it was all because of him, that Sungmin didn’t really want him. He finally decided to end it. And acting cold and stiff as if it wasn’t a big deal was the only way he could do it. Blackmailing was desperate enough. He didn’t want to show it to Sungmin how he was hopelessly in love with him.
Sungmin sneered. “What? You’re can’t punch me? You can suck my dick but you can’t even throw a punc-…hnmp!”
Kyuhyun shut him up by crashing Sungmin’s lips unto his. It was hard, wet, and unforgiving. But gradually turned to something Kyuhyun had always wanted; the way he never kissed Sungmin before. He had always wanted to kiss Sungmin like this. Warm, gentle, and welcoming. He poured everything in it. His love, guilt, and pain. He had to stop, however, when he felt Sungmin accepting the kiss and doing the same with even more passion, more emotions. He pulled away just as when Sungmin was about to leaned closer.
It was enough. For Kyuhyun, the last kiss was already enough. He wouldn’t bother Sungmin anymore. Sungmin wouldn’t have to think too much about his secret being revealed because he never really intended on voicing it out to the world.
He was about to leave and walk out of Sungmin’s life when he was abruptly pulled back.
“You need a lot of explaining to do.” Sungmin started while panting. Still not over about the last kiss. It was just too much. The kiss revealed too much for Sungmin to handle. And he needed Kyuhyun to help him understand.
Kyuhyun, who was dazed barely nodded and was dragged on one of the chairs and was forced to sit.
“Now,” Sungmin narrowed his eyes after sitting opposite to Kyuhyun and crossed his arms against his chest. “tell me the truth.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Kyuhyun, who snapped out of it and immediately denied the truth because for one, there was a lot of truth to be told and he wasn’t sure what exactly Sungmin was asking for and the other, he didn’t want Sungmin to know.
Sungmin, finding that Kyuhyun was in conflict, sighed and relaxed himself. “Alright, we’ll start with the simplest question.”
“Why didn’t you want to do it with me?” It was one of the questions that had been bugging Sungmin ever since they started doing all this.
“I-…” Kyuhyun, who was fidgeting his fingers, opened his mouth but pursed it again. He settled with the answer, “It’s not that I don’t want to do it with you…”
“Yeah? Then why? Why don’t you do it with me then?”
Kyuhyun cocked his head and looked at Sungmin. But before he could respond, Sungmin cut him off and began talking again.
“Are you disgusted Kyuhyun? Do you like tormenting me that much that you would leave me every time I came to a point where I desperately want you inside? Do you want me to plead?” Sungmin was speaking in a calmer tone but there was an edge of bitterness nonetheless.
“I- No! I-…I could never feel disgusted by you! Sungmin, neither that I want to torment you! It’s just…just…” Kyuhyun closed his eyes. Unable to voice out the reason. Because if he did, his other feelings might burst all at once and he didn’t think he and Sungmin could handle it.
“Just what Kyu? Tell me…” Sungmin’s voice sounded almost as if he was pleading.
“I’m just…I’m not ready. I am…I am inexperienced.” He mumbled and Sungmin could’ve missed if he didn’t see Kyuhyun’s state that time. He looked exposed, and vulnerable. Something Sungmin had never seen in Kyuhyun.
“Y-you mean…You are…you are a-“
“A virgin, Sungmin. I am a virgin.” Kyuhyun supplied with a straight face though his red ears was telling that he was in shame.
‘A horny virgin, actually’ And Sungmin almost laughed if it wasn’t for Kyuhyun whose eyes was shut and afraid of his reaction.
“Then why were you doing all those things with me?!” Sungmin asked disbelievingly. “I mean, if you were so afraid of doing it, then-“
“I wasn’t afraid of doing it with you!” Kyuhyun snapped. “I was afraid of being rejected by you, okay?! I love you! I am goddamn in love with you that every time you’re in the same room with me, breathing the same air, sharing the same sight, I squealed inside like there’s a fucking pony puking rainbows inside my chest! I didn’t blackmail you all because I wanted your body. I wanted your attention too! I blackmailed you having the hope that you might see me aside from your brother like ‘Oh hey, there’s Cho Kyuhyun, maybe I can love him instead of Hyun Joong’ But it’s clear now Sungmin. You could never look at anyone other than your brother. So no. I am not afraid of doing it with you because I’m fucking sure as hell that’s the second thing I’ve dreamed of my whole existence.” Kyuhyun confessed in one breath and he was already panting. Not exhausted because he said it all in one blow but because he just revealed everything. And now he was scared.
“What’s the first?” Sungmin calmly asked despite his heart was trying lift out of his chest.
“What?” Kyuhyun asked with confusion.
“The first thing you’ve dreamed of.” By that Kyuhyun’s face turned impossibly red.
“F-For you to love me back.” He said sheepishly while rubbing his nape.
There was an awkward silence inside the room and Kyuhyun couldn’t take it anymore.
“Listen, Hyun Joong hyung told me that you two were invited by your mother to go to Japan. T-that’s one of the reasons why I wanted to end this nonsense too…”
“What?” Sungmin asked in disbelief. His brother never told him anything though. Kyuhyun, who was just confused as Sungmin cocked his head to better look at the male.
“Oh god…” Kyuhyun clasped his hand to his mouth before realizing something. He stood up from the seat and grabbed Sungmin by the arm.
“What?” Sungmin asked for the third time now.
“He said it to me yesterday! Your flight to Japan is in…” Kyuhyun looked at his watch and widened his eyes in horror. “Oh my god Sungmin. Hyung. I am so sorry!” He bolted out of the room with a confused Sungmin by his side.
“Wait Kyuhyun. Why in the world are you freaking out?!”
“Your flight hyung! We-…We’ve been inside the classroom for hours! I just wanted to talk to you to say good bye but we…oh jeez…your flight is within an hour and a half!”
When Sungmin lately realized why Kyuhyun was frantically calling for a cab, he took his phone and immediately dialed Hyun Joong’s number.
“Fuck! He’s not answering! Kyuhyun, Hyun Joong’s not answering my calls!” He was in panic when they arrived at his house; searching for a trace of Hyun Joong but there was none. His room was empty and even the clothes he had borrowed from his hyung was taken as well.
“I’m too late!” He hissed. But Kyuhyun shook his head.
“No. No we’re not.”
“Are you crazy?! The flight is in thirty minutes! We’re not gonna make it!”
Kyuhyun pulled Sungmin outside and pointed at Hyun Joong’s motorbike.
“Hyung, do you know how to ride that?”
“No.” Sungmin answered. “You?”
“Me neither. Let’s go!” Sungmin was about to protest but was practically dragged to sit behind Kyuhyun.
“Kyuhyun I swear if we die without meeting my brother I- Akkk!!” Sungmin found no way to speak when the wind started slapping him harsh on the face.
They were in the airport in exactly ten minutes and went straight to the waiting area where most of the passengers were seated.
“He’s still not answering my calls!” Sungmin murmured in a desperate tone.
When they found no hope in finding Hyun Joong, they finally gave up and turned to the exit. Sungmin decided that he’d just call his parents in Japan to make sure Hyun Joong arrived safely. Though what he didn’t understand was why his brother didn’t tell him that they were both going to Japan.
He felt a hand gently tapped his back and looked at Kyuhyun.
“I’m really sorry hyung. I messed up. I-“
“No. It’s not your fault. Hyun Joong didn’t tell m-“
“Sungmin hyung?”
Sungmin and Kyuhyun turned to face Hyun Joong who seemed surprise at they were.
“Hyun Joong!” Sungmin ran to hug his brother that cost Hyun Joong to fall on his butt.
“Yah, hyung! You’re choking me!” Sungmin stood up and gave Hyun Joong a hand who willingly complied. Then after making sure that Hyun Joong was okay, he hit the latter on the shoulder.
“Ow!” Hyun Joong cried out with a mocked tone
“Why didn’t you tell me?! Mom invited the two of us, asshole!” Sungmin pouted and Hyun Joong merely grinned.
Kyuhyun, who was silently watching the whole scene, cleared his throat and rubbed the back of his head.
“Uhh…hyungs. I’ll go wait outside now.” Kyuhyun turned to leave when Hyun Joong demanded him to stay.
“I was actually planning to talk to you two when I’ve reached Hokkaido but I guess I’ll just have to say it now.”
Both Kyuhyun and Sungmin gazed at each other before glancing at Hyun Joong; willing to hear him out.
“Hyung, you love Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun, you love my hyung. Now get over yourselves and just be honest with each other.” Hyun Joong started with a straight face. However the two dropped their jaw and continued staring at Hyun Joong.
“What? You can’t possibly tell me there was nothing between you two, can you?” Hyun Joong gaped at Sungmin.
“Hyung, one thing mom told us about love is to give it a chance. We already reached that phase. We gave each other a chance. We loved each other more than siblings should-yes, I am aware that Kyuhyun is with us and I want him to hear me out- but it clearly didn’t work for the both of us. You saw Kyuhyun at the corner of your eyes when you had me in front.”
Sungmin looked down guiltily and wiped down his tears. But Hyun Joong cupped his cheeks and gently hove to look at him. He hasn’t admitted everything to Hyun Joong. And he wanted his and Kyuhyun’s secret to remain that way.
“Don’t you think Kyuhyun deserves that chance too?” Hyun Joong looked at his brother, hoping that he could get the message. And when Sungmin did, he smiled mischievously- which may have seemed the first time after going through a lot of depression- at his brother and raised an eyebrow.
“I don’t know Hyun Joong…he seems so…” He smirked and turned to look at Kyuhyun who was awkwardly listening to the siblings. “…strange.” He heard Sungmin finished and his heart sank.
“Not to mention that he’s obsessed with you too.” Hyun Joong shook his head and saw the embarrassed Kyuhyun on the corner of his eyes. It was the only way he could get back to the maknae for stealing his hyung, after all.
Hyun Joong let go of Sungmin and walked towards Kyuhyun.
“Take care of my hyung alright?” Hyun Joong tapped Kyuhyun’s shoulder that might’ve been a little too hard because Kyuhyun yelped in pain. Hyun Joong sneered and hugged Sungmin before walking to the stewardess who was collecting the plane tickets.
“I’ll call you when I get there, hyung!” He waved and disappeared at the crowd.
Sungmin arrived in his house together with Kyuhyun at around ten pm. They both sat on the couch in silence. Kyuhyun, gathering all his courage to initiate the conversation, rubbed the back of head and smiled sheepishly.
“So uhm…is it true then?”
“What’s true?” Sungmin asked coldly and Kyuhyun had to squeeze out his question.
“T-That you love me?” He stuttered.
“Oh, uhh..” Sungmin cleared his throat before speaking again, “yeah, yeah it’s true.” Kyuhyun didn’t dare look at Sungmin which the latter was thankful for because he was blushing like a teenage girl who just confessed to his ultimate crush.
Kyuhyun was busy containing his feels that he didn’t notice Sungmin looking at him intently.
“Kyuhyun, look at me.” Sungmin finally said. Kyuhyun refused at first but later on complied when Sungmin threatened that if he didn’t look at him he’d rape Kyuhyun on the couch. When Kyuhyun finally learned what was in Sungmin’s eyes, he leaned closer and began kissing Sungmin the way he has kissed the latter the last time.
They refused to let go until both were panting for air and was sweating all over.
“I…hyung, I should go.” Kyuhyun stood up and headed for the door when Sungmin swore and pulled him backwards and hovered over Kyuhyun.
“No. No fucking way Kyuhyun. You will not going to do this to me again!”
“B-b-b-but hyung! I- I still need to learn! I mean, I know how to do it but still! I-“
“Practice with me then.” With that, Sungmin stood up, pulling Kyuhyun with him and strolled up the stairs, entered his room and threw Kyuhyun on top of the bed.
Sungmin stripped and crawled on top of him, his knees rested on each side of Kyuhyun.
“You’re nervous?” Sungmin asked with harsh breathing as he kissed Kyuhyun’s jaw. Kyuhyun, whose eyes were lusting after Sungmin’s figure nodded and closed his eyes shut.
Sungmin smiled lovingly and took Kyuhyun’s hand and placed it on his chest; making Kyuhyun feel his heartbeat wanting to escape out of his chest. “Me too.”
Sungmin pulled Kyuhyun’s shirt over his head, revealing his torso for the first time. Next were the pants that were easily tossed aside. Last went Kyuhyun’s underwear.
“Hyung…oh god…” Kyuhyun lifted his head slightly to take a look at Sungmin and dropped his jaw at the sight of his hyung’s head between his thighs, pleasuring him by playing with his cock.
“Kyuhyun, do you know why I was frustrated the whole time?” Sungmin asked seductively, his breath, ticking Kyuhyun’s balls as he spoke.
Kyuhyun, unable to formulate a decent answer, moaned shamelessly. But spoke anyway between gritted teeth. “Be-because you’re worried I might expose your secret…that…hnng…t-that you were hiding something else behind your brother’s BACK!” Kyuhyun screamed the last word when Sungmin bit his head a little harshly.
“Yeah, you’re right. But you know what else upsets me?” Sungmin asked as he continued jerking Kyuhyun’s dick. When Kyuhyun found no answer, or rather he couldn’t answer anymore, Sungmin answered his own question. “You refuse to fuck me.”
Kyuhyun threw his head backward while shouting Sungmin’s name. The feeling of cumming inside Sungmin’s mouth was completely unbelievable. And Kyuhyun couldn’t ask for more. Really. But it seemed that Sungmin was willing to give him all.
Sungmin licked and swallowed the last drop of Kyuhun’s cum before moving and getting something inside his drawer.
He applied the lubricant inside his hole on his own before applying some on Kyuhyun’s cock earning struggled yet pleasured moans from the younger. He prepared himself and Kyuhyun decided to kiss Sungmin on the collar bone while he let the older prepared himself. He swatted Sungmin’s hand away and entered his own fingers.
Sungmin was about to protest but when Kyuhyun began to scissor his hole, all his wits had left his brain. Leaving only the idea that he wanted Kyuhyun inside him. Now.
He pushed Kyuhyun and straddled his way on top of the younger. He lifted his ass slightly to meet Kyuhyun’s erection and began pushing down. His hole, taking Kyuhyun a little deeper.
“Fuck! Kyuhyun…ah…it’s big!” He swore before pushing down further. And when Kyuhyun was inside him completely, he settled himself and began pulling up again.
Kyuhyun couldn’t take the sensation by just lying there and watching Sungmin worked. He sat up while keeping Sungmin still and kissed Sungmin sloppily on the lips. He brushed the idea that that was the exact position he had seen the siblings on one of the empty classrooms and continued on giving Sungmin the soothing kisses he needed to ease the pain.
Sungmin received the encouragement through Kyuhyun’s kisses on his shoulder and straddled his hips gently.
When he swore and moaned at the same time, he began pulling and pushing his hips on the same speed. Kyuhyun pressed Sungmin against the headboard and hauled the smaller’s legs on each side of his shoulder. He thrust the same spot Sungmin kept hitting with the same pace; earning delicate grunts from Sungmin to which he found as melody.
Kyuhyun came the second time, feeling Sungmin had done the same after several seconds. He took Sungmin’s cum the way the latter did a while ago while he let himself cum inside the older.
Sungmin shuddered at the feeling of Kyuhyun slurping his cock with his mouth. And Kyuhyun immediately collapsed beside him after cleaning him off.
“And you said you were inexperienced.” Sungmin scoffed after panting and grasping for air.
Kyuhyun rolled to his side to face Sungmin and frowned. “But I really am inexperienced! I just…I tried really hard to satisfy you this time…” He said before rolling on his stomach and burying his face on one of the pillow. Sungmin giggled and decided to tease Kyuhyun even further.
“You know, you’re really different when you were ordering me around,” He ran his fingers around Kyuhyun’s back sending shivers to the younger’s spine. “But if I’m the one who’s initiating something, you always become this virgin, shy boy.”
And Kyuhyun buried his face even further. “Oh god, hyung…stop teasing me ok?!” And Sungmin laughed when he saw Kyuhyun’s ears were as red as tomato. “I only act that way so you wouldn’t think I can be pushed around.”
Sungmin hummed in understanding. “You have a lot to confess you know.”
“You have a lot of things to say to me too.” Kyuhyun countered and gaped at Sungmin.
Sungmin giggled and bit his lips before looking back at Kyuhyun.
“Okay then. Shall I start by telling you how much I love you?”
~Epilogue~
[Hi Hyung!] Hyun Joong greeted cheerfully on the other line.
“Is that Hyun Joong hyung?” Kyuhyun sat on the kitchen table and handed Sungmin a glass of water. Sungmin mouthed a ‘Thank you’ and nodded.
“Hi bro. So how’s mom? Oh and yeah, I should kick your ass for not calling us after your arrival last week! If mom hadn’t told me I could’ve assumed you’ve lost your way there. ” He heard Hyun Joong laughed which made him grinned. He knew that it wasn’t easy for Hyun Joong to let go and that Hyun Joong needed to move on as well. He had to salute his brother for being cheerful right now.
[Our mom’s fine hyung, she just gave me a pinch on my belly for not telling you about the flight. Oh! and a little smack on my shoulder for joking that you’re pregnant.] Sungmin laughed so hard Kyuhyun had to take the glass of water away from Sungmin’s hold before it was spilled.
“Jeez…be careful hyung.” Kyuhyun shook his head but smiled nonetheless.
[Hey is that Kyuhyun?]
“Yep. He’s uhh, kind of staying with me now.” Sungmin answered awkwardly.
[Really?! I bet he’s not even sleeping in his own room is he?] Sungmin’s cheeks were graced with pink and took the water from Kyuhyun’s hand and began to take a sip and hummed to Hyun Joong.
[So who’s better in bed? Me or him?] Sungmin choked at the water and all Kyuhyun’s effort of trying not to spill the water was down to waste.
“yah! Hyun Joong! Don’t ask trivial things like that!” Kyuhyun could see his lover’s cheeks were reddening and looked at him confusedly. Sungmin shook his head for reassurance that he’s okay.
[But hyung! That’s not trivial at all! I mean, clearly, I can-]
Sungmin cut the line off before Hyun Joong could get any further. Because really, the last thing he wanted to discuss with his brother was his sex life with Kyuhyun.
“Wasn’t that a little rude?” Kyuhyun asked as he crossed his arms against his chest. Sungmin shook his head and pulled Kyuhyun into a kiss.
“Err…Min. What was that for?” He really didn’t have to question the random act because he liked it anyway.
“I love you.” Kyuhyun blushed at the confession and replied with an ‘I love you too.’
They were about to kiss again when Sungmin received a text message.
[Ahahahaha you’re too easy to tease hyung XD Anyway, I originally called because mom wants to take you and Kyuhyun here next month for a visit. She already sent two tickets for you two. You should receive it after two weeks. She said she’ll kill you this time if you still didn’t show up. Oh, and she said hi to Kyuhyun!]
Sungmin decided to be honest with his parents this time and he bravely admitted to the two (via Skype) that he was in fact, in love with a man whose name was Cho Kyuhyun. He was also thankful that Hyun Joong was there to help Sungmin to explain further. So it was kind of like Hyun Joong was the spokesperson of Sungmin in Japan.
He received another text message after the first.
[You’ll be staying here for two weeks by the way. >: ]BUWAHAHAHA ] And Sungmin scoffed by knowing what Hyun Joong had meant by that.
“Hey Kyu?”
“Yes, Min?”
“Can you control yourself for two weeks?”
“What?! You’re the one who can’t even stay away from me for a day!” Kyuhyun countered and rolled his eyes.
Sungmin parted his lips to make a comeback but found nothing to say. Sungmin admitted. ‘Yep. This is going to be hard.’ He muttered beneath his breath before pulling Kyuhyun for another kiss while thinking of a way of how they could sneak around without his parents walking on them.
--end--
Rating: NC-17
Chracters: Sungmin, Kyuhyun, Hyun Joong
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters.
Warning: explicit scenes, incest, curse words
Summary: Sungmin didn't really want another secret.
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Hyun Joong might have woke up some time between when his older brother was poking his cheeks or was nudging his shoulders but he just rolled on his tummy and hard faced his pillows.
“Hyun Joong-ah…you have to wake up! Dinner is already on the table and you don’t want the foods I cooked to go to waste right? Hyun Joong-ah…” He peeked from the pillow and there, he saw his hyung, coaxing him to wake up-which he found a little too entertaining.
“Ten more minutes hyung…” He smirked and closed his eyes shut; only to be hit on the back.
“Yah Hyun Joong! Wake up already, you lazy fuck!” Hyun Joong burst in laughter before sitting straight and facing his brother who was at the time glaring down at him-which didn’t last for even a second after seeing his brother with his provocative damn bedhair.
“Jeez Sungmin, I was only teasing.” Hyun Joong snaked his arms around his brother’s waist and pulled him closer; making Sungmin fall with a thud on top of him.
“H-Hyung. It’s Sungmin hyung for you,” Sungmin who was obviously blushing from the sudden contact began to blabber when Hyun Joong started to kiss his jaw after trying to stand to up; only to be pulled impossibly closer. “I-I’m still…y-you’re big brother…hnng” He managed when Hyun Joong crashed his lips onto his.
Hyun Joong pushed Sungmin aside and went on top of him; straddling his hips against the older man underneath him. Sungmin shivered when Hyun Joong bent down to catch his lips, demanding for entrance which he refused to comply-refused, until Hyun Joong hauled his head up, made him gasp; releasing an ample amount of pleasant moans when his younger brother was practically shoving his tongue inside his throat-which didn’t sound bad, actually…
He snapped out of his thoughts and shoved his brother almost a little too hard when he landed on the carpeted floor.
“Dinner. Now.” Sungmin began with a heave of heavy breath.
“But Sungmin-ah…” Hyun Joong began to rise on his feet and advanced himself on the still panting Sungmin. He clutched the smaller male’s waist and leaned closer for only his brother to hear. “Can’t I eat you instead?”
Sungmin swore he could hear his brother’s heart racing with the same pace as his. “N-not now Hyun Joong. Dinner first.” He held Hyun Joong’s hands and put them back on his side. When he heard his brother sighed, he cupped the taller male’s cheeks and gave him a peck. “Eat dinner, and then eat me.”
Hyun Joong’s jaw nearly dropped at his brother’s suggestion. He nodded eagerly and earned a giggle from his older brother. Sungmin went outside the room; Hyun Joong trailing after him.
For three months they have been like that. Hyun Joong would be too clingy to him until he himself would fall from the boy’s charm and submit completely. He didn’t expect any of this until that one night when they’re all wasted at their friend’s party. It was supposed to be one of those platonic nights when two siblings would go out and have some fun. But the influence of alcohol and their hidden desires to one another didn’t help when the both of them were lying on bed.
“Hyun Joong, where the fuck did you learn how to do that?” Sungmin asked after they both collapsed on top of the now screeching bed after being used for an unimaginable number of sex.
“You underestimate me too much hyung…” Hyun Joong answered between his pants. Sweats still streaming from his neck down to his torso.
“We should go home. Our…parents should be waiting…” Sungmin sat up. His back facing Hyun Joong who was gazing at him.
“S-Sungmin…can we…can we do this again?” Sungmin was in the middle of putting his pants on when he gaped back at his brother. He bit his lower lip before answering reluctantly.
“We’ll see…”
Guilt was already a given. It was destined to be there for the rest of their lives. They were both unsure. But when they’re together, when they’re secretly exchanging those looks and subtly conveying hidden messages only the both of them would know, guilt and doubts were thrown out the window.
It was their secret. The secret they both cherished and cursed at the same time.
However, that was not the only secret Sungmin was carrying all to himself.
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Sungmin was startled after closing his locker when he saw his brother beaming at him.
“god Hyun Joong, would stop doing that?!” He clutched his chest, gesturing that he almost had a heart attack. He smiled after earning laughter from his brother and waved his hand dismissively.
“Anyway, what are you doing here? And why are you with him?” He pointed at the lanky man beside Hyun Joong who was glaring at him.
“Oh yeah, I was about to tell you that. Kyuhyun,” Hyun Joong tapped the lanky guy, whose name was Kyuhyun. “would spend the night with us. He’s my tutor in advanced Trigonometry. Can he hyung?”
To say that Sungmin was not very pleased to see Kyuhyun with Hyun Joong was an understatement. He hated the guy to the core.
“No. I’ll tutor you instead.” He answered firmly.
“What?! But hyung! You suck at Math!” Sungmin glared at Kyuhyun who sneered at the statement.
“Yah Hyun Joong! I’ll have you know that I-…” He cleared his throat for he was unable to make a comeback. He softened his gaze at his brother and sighed. “One night. Just one night and he’s out. Got that?” then glared at Kyuhyun at the last sentence.
“Yes!” Hyun Joong punched the air and gave Sungmin the warmest smile. “Thanks hyung!”
Sungmin’s cheeks went pink at the sight of a smiling Hyun Joong. No one could resist a smiling Hyun Joong. No one. “Y-yah. You’ll be late on your next class! Go! Shoo!”
Hyun Joong gave his brother a lingering hug and whispered “It’s just one night Sungmin-ah…then we can be alone again. Alright?”
Sungmin swore if they weren’t in school and no one was around, he would jump Hyun Joong right there. He saw Kyuhyun grimaced at the corner of his eyes. He smirked and hugged his brother back tighter.
Hyun Joong bid him good bye with Kyuhyun following him with a slower pace. When Hyun Joong turned at the left wing of the corridor, Kyuhyun had grabbed Sungmin’s arms and shoved him at the nearest wall.
“You horny bastard, can’t you wait?!” Sungmin hissed while groaning heavily at the sloppy kisses Kyuhyun was giving him.
“No. No I can’t.” Kyuhyun smirked and licked Sungmin’s earlobe. “But I will.” He gave Sungmin one last deep kiss before letting go of Sungmin’s wrists and began to walk away. “See you later. Hyung.”
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“Fuck me now so we could get this over with.” Sungmin commanded as he heard the door closed and locked. He turned and saw Kyuhyun advancing towards him; his eyes, conveying the same meaning his brother has every time they’d have sex. He shook his head at the thought. How could he compare Hyun Joong with this guy?
Hyun Joong was different from Kyuhyun. He would do it with his brother with affection. But Kyuhyun…that bastard was only after his body; was only after sex. That was what he perceived Kyuhyun to be. A sick, horny, blackmailing bastard.
Kyuhyun was now standing in front of Sungmin. His eyes, never leaving the smaller male. He reached for Sungmin’s waist and pulled him closer and whispered, “I don’t think you’re in any position to order me around.”
Kyuhyun sat on the chair opposite to Sungmin. “Strip.”
Sungmin closed his eyes before sighing and obeying Kyuhyun’s command. He took off his necktie first, then his polo, down with the pants, and off with his underwear.
By the time Sungmin was done undressing his self, Kyuhyun pushed Sungmin on top of one of the desk, hauled his locks, forcing him to look at him.
“Aren’t you just beautiful?” Sungmin gaped at him for a moment and began to look away again. Refusing the idea that Kyuhyun‘s tone was all honesty. He couldn’t handle the looks Kyuhyun was giving him. And he didn’t want to know what would happen if he stared at him for too long.
“Just…get on with it.” He closed his eyes even before Kyuhyun could nod.
Sungmin yelped when Kyuhyun palmed his hardening cock. “You always say you don’t want this but your body tells otherwise.” Kyuhyun smirked and gave Sungmin no time to respond for he was already licking the tip of Sungmin’s head.
“Oh god…Cho…just...” Sungmin pursed his lips. Refusing to edify Kyuhyun what he truly wanted.
“Just what?” Kyuhyun asked in a rather teasing tone. Sungmin heaved his head upward as he felt Kyuhyun’s warm cavern surrounding his now leaking cock.
“Suck me.” His hand moved on its own and grabbed a handful of Kyuhyun’s hair, propelling him to go further. Kyuhyun complied and hummed as he took more of Sungmin into his mouth by the second.
Sungmin was sweating all over and the closed room was not helping. He lifted his legs on top of Kyuhyun’s shoulders; he wrapped his lower limbs around Kyuhyun’s upper back, and began pulling the latter’s head deeper towards his erection. His shivers would go after Kyuhyun’s groans.
Sungmin’s head was still thrown backward; exposing his tantalizing neck to Kyuhyun who was looking at him for far too long now. Kyuhyun crawled upwards when Sungmin came. He kissed Sungmin even when he still has the latter’s liquid inside his mouth.
The sloppy kiss made some of Sungmin’s cum trickled down Sungmin’s jaw, giving Kyuhyun the reason to lick the spot and suck the hell out of it.
Sungmin realized what Kyuhyun was doing and pushed him away.
“D-don’t!” Sungmin stuttered. “I mean…don’t put a hickey. H-he’ll see it.” He saw Kyuhyun nod and shame surged up Sungmin spine as he looked down on the floor.
“Then you give me one.” He heard Kyuhyun whisper and bit his lip before nodding.
Kyuhyun, who was still fully clothed was pulled by his tie; his hips, caught between Sungmin’s thigh.
Kyuhyun’s profanities and moans filled the empty classroom-even if Sungmin refused to admit- it turned him on.
His fingers crawled up to Kyuhyun’s locks just above his nape and yanked it upward; giving Sungmin the authority to suck Kyuhyun’s jaw and leave a purplish spot on the pale skin.
By the time Sungmin had let go of Kyuhyun’s hair, he began to unzip Kyuhyun’s pants when a pair of hands stopped him midway.
Kyuhyun shook his head and crashed his lips against Sungmin’s. “Don’t.” He mumbled before backing out.
Sungmin scoffed and began to gather his clothes while Kyuhyun was straightening his uniform.
“Whatever. As long as you’ll shut your mouth about me and my brother I’ll let you do whatever you want with me.” He wore his uniform and left without leaving a single glance at Kyuhyun.
It was always like this. Kyuhyun giving him the pleasurable, mind blowing blow jobs and kisses all of which would go down to sex but Kyuhyun would back out at the very last agonizing minute. And he hated Kyuhyun even more for doing that. Why can’t he just fuck Sungmin and get it over with?
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Clearly Sungmin had no idea of what was going on inside Kyuhyun’s mind.
Kyuhyun flopped down on the floor despite the many chairs that were scattered inside the room he and Sungmin was just in. He could hear his heart beating wildly. He touched the mark Sungmin had left him and grinned sheepishly. He couldn’t believe Sungmin. Lee Sungmin just gave him a hickey!
Call him a creep but Sungmin was the primary reason he enrolled in his school. He was even that happy when he learned that Sungmin’s brother, Hyun Joong would be one of his classmates in his second year of high school. It gave him a sense of connection between Sungmin and him.
Crush? More than that.
Obsession? Maybe.
Love? Yes.
He was in love with Sungmin ever since the day they’ve met. Sungmin might’ve forgotten already but it was engraved in Kyuhyun’s mind. The way Sungmin wore a concerned expression when he helped Kyuhyun on his feet after bumping into him. His slender fingers brushing his own when Sungmin handed the books that was accidentally tossed.
However, by the time he was ready to reveal himself to Sungmin, what he saw angered him to the core. Inside one of the empty classroom just like where he was sitting in, he saw Sungmin on top of Hyun Joong and was riding the latter. For someone who had been obsessed with Sungmin for so long, it wasn’t easy for Kyuhyun to register what he just saw.
He felt the urge to do something. And so he ended up doing a desperate move. Blackmailing.
He gave Sungmin no choice but to obey his commands or he’ll tell their secrets otherwise.
“You’re low. You know that?” Sungmin glowered and Kyuhyun felt his heart pained a little. He didn’t want Sungmin to look at him like that.
“And having sex with your own brother isn’t?” He viciously smirked to hide away the pain.
He felt scared. What if Sungmin wouldn’t comply? But all his doubt left his body when Sungmin sighed and nodded. He felt happy and hurt at the same time but that was it. Kyuhyun would be a part of Sungmin’s secret. He would be his other secret.
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“Hyung, I didn’t see you at school before going home. Where were you?” Hyun Joong asked while pulling off his socks; Kyuhyun, silently trailing after him.
Sungmin, who was slumped at the couch turned to look at the boys.
“Oh? I was looking for you guys too. But I didn’t see you so I went ahead first.” Sungmin shrugged. “I’m cooking dinner now. What do you guys want?” Sungmin asked easily. As if he and Kyuhyun didn’t do anything behind his brother’s back. And the thought of it twinge his heart.
“I eat everything you cook.” Hyun Joong winked when Kyuhyun wasn’t looking and Sungmin immediately blushed. Curse Hyun Joong for being such a flirt.
Kyuhyun saw the knowing stares between the two siblings and cleared his throat.
“I…I’ll go cook now.” Sungmin stuttered and ran to the kitchen.
“Kyuhyun-ah, we should start so we can have dinner later.” Hyun Joong smiled at Kyuhyun who merely nodded and followed Hyun Joong to the room.
Kyuhyun wasn’t sure if he should feel happy that Hyun Joong has a single bed, telling him that Hyun Joong and his brother were not sharing a room or feel hurt because Sungmin might’ve been sneaking in there at night for all he knew. He slapped himself inwardly for having that thought.
After an hour or so, they both heard Sungmin calling them downstairs.
“Right, Hyun Joong hyung, we’ll stop here for now.” Hyun Joong smiled and they both went downstairs and straight to the kitchen where Sungmin was waiting.
They all ate in silence. Few talks between Kyuhyun and Hyun Joong about Advanced Trigo while Sungmin just nodded and hummed when Hyun Joong would say something he has agreed on.
“You guys go upstairs. I’ll go wash the dishes.” Sungmin stood up and gathered the plates.
“Would you like some help?” Sungmin furrowed his brows when he heard Kyuhyun’s offer.
“No Kyuhyun. I can do it myself. Go upstairs with Hyun Joong.” He said coldly before turning around and headed to the sink. He heard Kyuhyun hummed and his footsteps gradually vanishing as the tall male went upstairs.
Sungmin was in the middle of washing the dishes when he gasped all of a sudden after two arms were wrapped around his waist firmly.
“I know I said it’s only for the night but damn I miss you already…” When Sungmin realized that it was his brother, he sighed then dried his hands with a towel and spun to face Hyun Joong.
“You’re such a baby.” Sungmin chuckled and cupped the taller male’s cheeks and placed a sweet gentle kiss on his lips. “Go upstairs. You don’t want to keep the nerd waiting. He might sense something odd.” He whispered and half-heartedly brushed Hyun Joong’s arms gently away from where it was tangled. Hyun Joong sighed and nodded before going back upstairs.
He was trying to dry the plates when yet another pair of hands snaked its way around his waist. He sighed before turning around.
“Hyun Joong-ah, didn’t I tell you t- WHAT THE FUCK AR-“ Sungmin wasn’t able to finish his sentence when Kyuhyun put his palm against Sungmin’s mouth.
“So Hyun Joong went in here?” He scoffed. “And he said he was going to the bathroom.” Kyuhyun locked Sungmin who was about to move away by putting his arms against the sink; trapping the smaller male between his arms. Sungmin opened his mouth to protest but only gave Kyuhyun the opportunity to steal an open-mouthed kiss; forcing his way inside Sungmin’s cavern. Kyuhyun roamed his two hands all over Sungmin’s back and settled with his nether part and mercilessly groped his butt.
“Fucking hell Kyuhyun! Are you insane?! Hyun Joong’s upstairs!”
“What? It’s okay if it’s him and it’s not with me?” Kyuhyun groaned when Sungmin glared at him. “Fine, fine.” He let go of Sungmin then went upstairs.
Sungmin was now watching TV when someone gave him a kiss on the nape.
“Damn it! I told you to go upstairs already!” He squealed when he realized it was Hyun Joong whose warm breath was brushing against his nape.
“But that was thirty minutes ago Sungmin-ah…I miss you already.” Sungmin’s face paled. He thought it was Kyuhyun.
“Then make it up to me tomorrow when your classmate isn’t around anymore.” He turned to face Hyun Joong whose hands were resting on the back of the couch. Sungmin aimed for his lips; his tongue, making its way inside Hyun Joong. His brother nibbled his lower lip before letting go.
“This is killing me.” Hyun Joong groaned when he rested his head on top of Sungmin’s shoulder. Sungmin gave his brother a sympathetic smile before tapping his back. And before he could say anything, “I know. I’ll go upstairs.” Hyun Joong nodded and unwillingly ran upstairs.
Ten minutes later, Sungmin decided to do his own homework inside his room. He heard the door burst open and literally facepalmed when he saw Kyuhyun walking towards him.
“I swear you could be such a competitive jerk sometimes.” He shook his head and looked at Kyuhyun who merely smirked.
“You realized that just now?” Kyuhyun sat on Sungmin’s lap and threaded the latter’s hair and hauled it upward. “So what did he do to you this time?”
“That’s none of your business!” Sungmin snapped. “And why do you even care?”
“So I can do something much better.” Kyuhyun shrugged and was now playing with Sungmin’s hair. “So what did he do to you?”
Sungmin’s face reddened at Kyuhyun’s statement and bit his lower lip before answering.
“H-he just…kissed my nape,” Kyuhyun hummed and urged Sungmin to go further. “But I kissed him.”
With the last statement, Kyuhyun found himself pinning Sungmin on top of the bed and; giving him harsh kisses, but gradually became the way Sungmin kissed Hyun Joong a while ago-he realized. Almost even better than what he did to his brother.
“Turn around.” Kyuhyun ordered and Sungmin uncharacteristically obeyed with no complaints. He licked Sungmin’s nape and the latter’s body quivered by the sudden act.
“Ah…that should do it.” He smiled to himself and stood up before completely crushing Sungmin.
“Jerk.” Sungmin muttered but with no threat in it. He touched the spot Kyuhyun had licked him and found himself blushing. Thankful that Kyuhyun had already left the room so he wouldn’t see his flustered face.
Sungmin continued doing his homework, having a little difficulty for he couldn’t shake off what has happened the whole day. He sighed and took a mental note to lock the door before sleeping and hide himself away from two horny men.
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Days passed and turned to weeks and somehow, Sungmin found himself drawn to Kyuhyun-even if he still refused to admit it. He had been looking forward every time Kyuhyun would order him and he would obey- which made him worried. Despite that, he continued having sex with Hyun Joong and it would relieve him from all the frustration Kyuhyun was giving him. And it just made Sungmin’s heart sink even more. It’s as if he was only using his brother by venting all his frustration towards Kyuhyun who still refused to have sex with him and back out at the last minute when Sungmin desperately wanted him inside. He wanted it all to stop.
“What do you think of me?” Sungmin asked randomly after their heated session. Kyuhyun, who was in the middle of straightening his uniform, felt unsettled all of a sudden. He looked at Sungmin who was still undress and shifted his gaze abruptly.
“You’re a slut.” He answered coldly before leaving the classroom. Sungmin cringed a little but when he remembered the way Kyuhyun looked a while ago, he assumed that he means more than what Kyuhyun answered. Because Kyuhyun’s eyes exposed hope, pain and-what Sungmin had been refusing to see every time he’d look at the younger-love.
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They continued on with the same routine for the rest of the month and Sungmin was falling deeper and deeper into depression even Hyun Joong had noticed it but never said anything. He was unsure at why Sungmin was a little down and would refuse to do it most of the time. And somewhere between the avoidance and rejection, he had missed his brother; only this time, not in a sensual way but those times when they used to hang out with a complete platonic relationship.
Little did he know that Sungmin was feeling the same way. He was missing Hyun Joong-his brother- not the man whom he had been having sex with the past few months. And the idea just made his eyes all teared up. What have they done with each other?
One day when Sungmin was wandering around at the back of the campus, he saw two figures standing side by side and laughing till their hearts’ content.
Then his eyes widened when he saw Kyuhyun, laughing, and smiling as he spoke with the man beside him- Changmin. His partner in Science lab. He a felt a sense of insecurities as he watched the scene. Kyuhyun had never laughed like that when he was with him. They never even had a decent conversation with each other. And was his smile was really radiant like that? He didn’t know because he didn’t even bother to look at the younger.
He couldn’t take it anymore. It was all piling up and he didn’t know what to do. His eyes was clouded with tears as he ran away; not realizing that he had just bumped into his brother.
“Hyung?” Hyun Joong called unto him but Sungmin had left already; eyes, filled with pain and disappointment.
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“Let’s stop this.” Sungmin’s eyes widened in surprise as he entered the classroom they were usually in.
“What?” He asked dumbly as if he didn’t hear Kyuhyun.
“I said we should stop this. It’s not worth it. You’re not worth it.” To Kyuhyun’s shock, he felt a fist violently crushed the corner of his lips and was thrown backwards.
“So you’re done with me, you fucking bastard?!” Sungmin spat with frustration and pain. “Do you even realize what you’ve done? Huh?” He challenged Kyuhyun who was still wearing a blank expression despite the pain in his lips. He didn’t even realize the blood trickling down from his mouth.
When Sungmin found Kyuhyun couldn’t answer, he continued blathering. “You confused me! You-…you always act as if you’re tough, controlling me and all when you’re just a coward! You couldn’t even put your dick inside my hole!” With that, Kyuhyun was the one who charged and hauled Sungmin’s collar. He was about to punch the smaller male when he realized what he was doing. And lowered his fist. He honestly didn’t expect Sungmin would react like that. He thought the latter would just shrug and walk away like nothing happened.
He saw how Sungmin was struggling with himself for the past few weeks. How he was being swallowed by his agony and thoughts. He couldn’t take it. Having the assumption that it was all because of him, that Sungmin didn’t really want him. He finally decided to end it. And acting cold and stiff as if it wasn’t a big deal was the only way he could do it. Blackmailing was desperate enough. He didn’t want to show it to Sungmin how he was hopelessly in love with him.
Sungmin sneered. “What? You’re can’t punch me? You can suck my dick but you can’t even throw a punc-…hnmp!”
Kyuhyun shut him up by crashing Sungmin’s lips unto his. It was hard, wet, and unforgiving. But gradually turned to something Kyuhyun had always wanted; the way he never kissed Sungmin before. He had always wanted to kiss Sungmin like this. Warm, gentle, and welcoming. He poured everything in it. His love, guilt, and pain. He had to stop, however, when he felt Sungmin accepting the kiss and doing the same with even more passion, more emotions. He pulled away just as when Sungmin was about to leaned closer.
It was enough. For Kyuhyun, the last kiss was already enough. He wouldn’t bother Sungmin anymore. Sungmin wouldn’t have to think too much about his secret being revealed because he never really intended on voicing it out to the world.
He was about to leave and walk out of Sungmin’s life when he was abruptly pulled back.
“You need a lot of explaining to do.” Sungmin started while panting. Still not over about the last kiss. It was just too much. The kiss revealed too much for Sungmin to handle. And he needed Kyuhyun to help him understand.
Kyuhyun, who was dazed barely nodded and was dragged on one of the chairs and was forced to sit.
“Now,” Sungmin narrowed his eyes after sitting opposite to Kyuhyun and crossed his arms against his chest. “tell me the truth.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Kyuhyun, who snapped out of it and immediately denied the truth because for one, there was a lot of truth to be told and he wasn’t sure what exactly Sungmin was asking for and the other, he didn’t want Sungmin to know.
Sungmin, finding that Kyuhyun was in conflict, sighed and relaxed himself. “Alright, we’ll start with the simplest question.”
“Why didn’t you want to do it with me?” It was one of the questions that had been bugging Sungmin ever since they started doing all this.
“I-…” Kyuhyun, who was fidgeting his fingers, opened his mouth but pursed it again. He settled with the answer, “It’s not that I don’t want to do it with you…”
“Yeah? Then why? Why don’t you do it with me then?”
Kyuhyun cocked his head and looked at Sungmin. But before he could respond, Sungmin cut him off and began talking again.
“Are you disgusted Kyuhyun? Do you like tormenting me that much that you would leave me every time I came to a point where I desperately want you inside? Do you want me to plead?” Sungmin was speaking in a calmer tone but there was an edge of bitterness nonetheless.
“I- No! I-…I could never feel disgusted by you! Sungmin, neither that I want to torment you! It’s just…just…” Kyuhyun closed his eyes. Unable to voice out the reason. Because if he did, his other feelings might burst all at once and he didn’t think he and Sungmin could handle it.
“Just what Kyu? Tell me…” Sungmin’s voice sounded almost as if he was pleading.
“I’m just…I’m not ready. I am…I am inexperienced.” He mumbled and Sungmin could’ve missed if he didn’t see Kyuhyun’s state that time. He looked exposed, and vulnerable. Something Sungmin had never seen in Kyuhyun.
“Y-you mean…You are…you are a-“
“A virgin, Sungmin. I am a virgin.” Kyuhyun supplied with a straight face though his red ears was telling that he was in shame.
‘A horny virgin, actually’ And Sungmin almost laughed if it wasn’t for Kyuhyun whose eyes was shut and afraid of his reaction.
“Then why were you doing all those things with me?!” Sungmin asked disbelievingly. “I mean, if you were so afraid of doing it, then-“
“I wasn’t afraid of doing it with you!” Kyuhyun snapped. “I was afraid of being rejected by you, okay?! I love you! I am goddamn in love with you that every time you’re in the same room with me, breathing the same air, sharing the same sight, I squealed inside like there’s a fucking pony puking rainbows inside my chest! I didn’t blackmail you all because I wanted your body. I wanted your attention too! I blackmailed you having the hope that you might see me aside from your brother like ‘Oh hey, there’s Cho Kyuhyun, maybe I can love him instead of Hyun Joong’ But it’s clear now Sungmin. You could never look at anyone other than your brother. So no. I am not afraid of doing it with you because I’m fucking sure as hell that’s the second thing I’ve dreamed of my whole existence.” Kyuhyun confessed in one breath and he was already panting. Not exhausted because he said it all in one blow but because he just revealed everything. And now he was scared.
“What’s the first?” Sungmin calmly asked despite his heart was trying lift out of his chest.
“What?” Kyuhyun asked with confusion.
“The first thing you’ve dreamed of.” By that Kyuhyun’s face turned impossibly red.
“F-For you to love me back.” He said sheepishly while rubbing his nape.
There was an awkward silence inside the room and Kyuhyun couldn’t take it anymore.
“Listen, Hyun Joong hyung told me that you two were invited by your mother to go to Japan. T-that’s one of the reasons why I wanted to end this nonsense too…”
“What?” Sungmin asked in disbelief. His brother never told him anything though. Kyuhyun, who was just confused as Sungmin cocked his head to better look at the male.
“Oh god…” Kyuhyun clasped his hand to his mouth before realizing something. He stood up from the seat and grabbed Sungmin by the arm.
“What?” Sungmin asked for the third time now.
“He said it to me yesterday! Your flight to Japan is in…” Kyuhyun looked at his watch and widened his eyes in horror. “Oh my god Sungmin. Hyung. I am so sorry!” He bolted out of the room with a confused Sungmin by his side.
“Wait Kyuhyun. Why in the world are you freaking out?!”
“Your flight hyung! We-…We’ve been inside the classroom for hours! I just wanted to talk to you to say good bye but we…oh jeez…your flight is within an hour and a half!”
When Sungmin lately realized why Kyuhyun was frantically calling for a cab, he took his phone and immediately dialed Hyun Joong’s number.
“Fuck! He’s not answering! Kyuhyun, Hyun Joong’s not answering my calls!” He was in panic when they arrived at his house; searching for a trace of Hyun Joong but there was none. His room was empty and even the clothes he had borrowed from his hyung was taken as well.
“I’m too late!” He hissed. But Kyuhyun shook his head.
“No. No we’re not.”
“Are you crazy?! The flight is in thirty minutes! We’re not gonna make it!”
Kyuhyun pulled Sungmin outside and pointed at Hyun Joong’s motorbike.
“Hyung, do you know how to ride that?”
“No.” Sungmin answered. “You?”
“Me neither. Let’s go!” Sungmin was about to protest but was practically dragged to sit behind Kyuhyun.
“Kyuhyun I swear if we die without meeting my brother I- Akkk!!” Sungmin found no way to speak when the wind started slapping him harsh on the face.
They were in the airport in exactly ten minutes and went straight to the waiting area where most of the passengers were seated.
“He’s still not answering my calls!” Sungmin murmured in a desperate tone.
When they found no hope in finding Hyun Joong, they finally gave up and turned to the exit. Sungmin decided that he’d just call his parents in Japan to make sure Hyun Joong arrived safely. Though what he didn’t understand was why his brother didn’t tell him that they were both going to Japan.
He felt a hand gently tapped his back and looked at Kyuhyun.
“I’m really sorry hyung. I messed up. I-“
“No. It’s not your fault. Hyun Joong didn’t tell m-“
“Sungmin hyung?”
Sungmin and Kyuhyun turned to face Hyun Joong who seemed surprise at they were.
“Hyun Joong!” Sungmin ran to hug his brother that cost Hyun Joong to fall on his butt.
“Yah, hyung! You’re choking me!” Sungmin stood up and gave Hyun Joong a hand who willingly complied. Then after making sure that Hyun Joong was okay, he hit the latter on the shoulder.
“Ow!” Hyun Joong cried out with a mocked tone
“Why didn’t you tell me?! Mom invited the two of us, asshole!” Sungmin pouted and Hyun Joong merely grinned.
Kyuhyun, who was silently watching the whole scene, cleared his throat and rubbed the back of his head.
“Uhh…hyungs. I’ll go wait outside now.” Kyuhyun turned to leave when Hyun Joong demanded him to stay.
“I was actually planning to talk to you two when I’ve reached Hokkaido but I guess I’ll just have to say it now.”
Both Kyuhyun and Sungmin gazed at each other before glancing at Hyun Joong; willing to hear him out.
“Hyung, you love Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun, you love my hyung. Now get over yourselves and just be honest with each other.” Hyun Joong started with a straight face. However the two dropped their jaw and continued staring at Hyun Joong.
“What? You can’t possibly tell me there was nothing between you two, can you?” Hyun Joong gaped at Sungmin.
“Hyung, one thing mom told us about love is to give it a chance. We already reached that phase. We gave each other a chance. We loved each other more than siblings should-yes, I am aware that Kyuhyun is with us and I want him to hear me out- but it clearly didn’t work for the both of us. You saw Kyuhyun at the corner of your eyes when you had me in front.”
Sungmin looked down guiltily and wiped down his tears. But Hyun Joong cupped his cheeks and gently hove to look at him. He hasn’t admitted everything to Hyun Joong. And he wanted his and Kyuhyun’s secret to remain that way.
“Don’t you think Kyuhyun deserves that chance too?” Hyun Joong looked at his brother, hoping that he could get the message. And when Sungmin did, he smiled mischievously- which may have seemed the first time after going through a lot of depression- at his brother and raised an eyebrow.
“I don’t know Hyun Joong…he seems so…” He smirked and turned to look at Kyuhyun who was awkwardly listening to the siblings. “…strange.” He heard Sungmin finished and his heart sank.
“Not to mention that he’s obsessed with you too.” Hyun Joong shook his head and saw the embarrassed Kyuhyun on the corner of his eyes. It was the only way he could get back to the maknae for stealing his hyung, after all.
Hyun Joong let go of Sungmin and walked towards Kyuhyun.
“Take care of my hyung alright?” Hyun Joong tapped Kyuhyun’s shoulder that might’ve been a little too hard because Kyuhyun yelped in pain. Hyun Joong sneered and hugged Sungmin before walking to the stewardess who was collecting the plane tickets.
“I’ll call you when I get there, hyung!” He waved and disappeared at the crowd.
Sungmin arrived in his house together with Kyuhyun at around ten pm. They both sat on the couch in silence. Kyuhyun, gathering all his courage to initiate the conversation, rubbed the back of head and smiled sheepishly.
“So uhm…is it true then?”
“What’s true?” Sungmin asked coldly and Kyuhyun had to squeeze out his question.
“T-That you love me?” He stuttered.
“Oh, uhh..” Sungmin cleared his throat before speaking again, “yeah, yeah it’s true.” Kyuhyun didn’t dare look at Sungmin which the latter was thankful for because he was blushing like a teenage girl who just confessed to his ultimate crush.
Kyuhyun was busy containing his feels that he didn’t notice Sungmin looking at him intently.
“Kyuhyun, look at me.” Sungmin finally said. Kyuhyun refused at first but later on complied when Sungmin threatened that if he didn’t look at him he’d rape Kyuhyun on the couch. When Kyuhyun finally learned what was in Sungmin’s eyes, he leaned closer and began kissing Sungmin the way he has kissed the latter the last time.
They refused to let go until both were panting for air and was sweating all over.
“I…hyung, I should go.” Kyuhyun stood up and headed for the door when Sungmin swore and pulled him backwards and hovered over Kyuhyun.
“No. No fucking way Kyuhyun. You will not going to do this to me again!”
“B-b-b-but hyung! I- I still need to learn! I mean, I know how to do it but still! I-“
“Practice with me then.” With that, Sungmin stood up, pulling Kyuhyun with him and strolled up the stairs, entered his room and threw Kyuhyun on top of the bed.
Sungmin stripped and crawled on top of him, his knees rested on each side of Kyuhyun.
“You’re nervous?” Sungmin asked with harsh breathing as he kissed Kyuhyun’s jaw. Kyuhyun, whose eyes were lusting after Sungmin’s figure nodded and closed his eyes shut.
Sungmin smiled lovingly and took Kyuhyun’s hand and placed it on his chest; making Kyuhyun feel his heartbeat wanting to escape out of his chest. “Me too.”
Sungmin pulled Kyuhyun’s shirt over his head, revealing his torso for the first time. Next were the pants that were easily tossed aside. Last went Kyuhyun’s underwear.
“Hyung…oh god…” Kyuhyun lifted his head slightly to take a look at Sungmin and dropped his jaw at the sight of his hyung’s head between his thighs, pleasuring him by playing with his cock.
“Kyuhyun, do you know why I was frustrated the whole time?” Sungmin asked seductively, his breath, ticking Kyuhyun’s balls as he spoke.
Kyuhyun, unable to formulate a decent answer, moaned shamelessly. But spoke anyway between gritted teeth. “Be-because you’re worried I might expose your secret…that…hnng…t-that you were hiding something else behind your brother’s BACK!” Kyuhyun screamed the last word when Sungmin bit his head a little harshly.
“Yeah, you’re right. But you know what else upsets me?” Sungmin asked as he continued jerking Kyuhyun’s dick. When Kyuhyun found no answer, or rather he couldn’t answer anymore, Sungmin answered his own question. “You refuse to fuck me.”
Kyuhyun threw his head backward while shouting Sungmin’s name. The feeling of cumming inside Sungmin’s mouth was completely unbelievable. And Kyuhyun couldn’t ask for more. Really. But it seemed that Sungmin was willing to give him all.
Sungmin licked and swallowed the last drop of Kyuhun’s cum before moving and getting something inside his drawer.
He applied the lubricant inside his hole on his own before applying some on Kyuhyun’s cock earning struggled yet pleasured moans from the younger. He prepared himself and Kyuhyun decided to kiss Sungmin on the collar bone while he let the older prepared himself. He swatted Sungmin’s hand away and entered his own fingers.
Sungmin was about to protest but when Kyuhyun began to scissor his hole, all his wits had left his brain. Leaving only the idea that he wanted Kyuhyun inside him. Now.
He pushed Kyuhyun and straddled his way on top of the younger. He lifted his ass slightly to meet Kyuhyun’s erection and began pushing down. His hole, taking Kyuhyun a little deeper.
“Fuck! Kyuhyun…ah…it’s big!” He swore before pushing down further. And when Kyuhyun was inside him completely, he settled himself and began pulling up again.
Kyuhyun couldn’t take the sensation by just lying there and watching Sungmin worked. He sat up while keeping Sungmin still and kissed Sungmin sloppily on the lips. He brushed the idea that that was the exact position he had seen the siblings on one of the empty classrooms and continued on giving Sungmin the soothing kisses he needed to ease the pain.
Sungmin received the encouragement through Kyuhyun’s kisses on his shoulder and straddled his hips gently.
When he swore and moaned at the same time, he began pulling and pushing his hips on the same speed. Kyuhyun pressed Sungmin against the headboard and hauled the smaller’s legs on each side of his shoulder. He thrust the same spot Sungmin kept hitting with the same pace; earning delicate grunts from Sungmin to which he found as melody.
Kyuhyun came the second time, feeling Sungmin had done the same after several seconds. He took Sungmin’s cum the way the latter did a while ago while he let himself cum inside the older.
Sungmin shuddered at the feeling of Kyuhyun slurping his cock with his mouth. And Kyuhyun immediately collapsed beside him after cleaning him off.
“And you said you were inexperienced.” Sungmin scoffed after panting and grasping for air.
Kyuhyun rolled to his side to face Sungmin and frowned. “But I really am inexperienced! I just…I tried really hard to satisfy you this time…” He said before rolling on his stomach and burying his face on one of the pillow. Sungmin giggled and decided to tease Kyuhyun even further.
“You know, you’re really different when you were ordering me around,” He ran his fingers around Kyuhyun’s back sending shivers to the younger’s spine. “But if I’m the one who’s initiating something, you always become this virgin, shy boy.”
And Kyuhyun buried his face even further. “Oh god, hyung…stop teasing me ok?!” And Sungmin laughed when he saw Kyuhyun’s ears were as red as tomato. “I only act that way so you wouldn’t think I can be pushed around.”
Sungmin hummed in understanding. “You have a lot to confess you know.”
“You have a lot of things to say to me too.” Kyuhyun countered and gaped at Sungmin.
Sungmin giggled and bit his lips before looking back at Kyuhyun.
“Okay then. Shall I start by telling you how much I love you?”
~Epilogue~
[Hi Hyung!] Hyun Joong greeted cheerfully on the other line.
“Is that Hyun Joong hyung?” Kyuhyun sat on the kitchen table and handed Sungmin a glass of water. Sungmin mouthed a ‘Thank you’ and nodded.
“Hi bro. So how’s mom? Oh and yeah, I should kick your ass for not calling us after your arrival last week! If mom hadn’t told me I could’ve assumed you’ve lost your way there. ” He heard Hyun Joong laughed which made him grinned. He knew that it wasn’t easy for Hyun Joong to let go and that Hyun Joong needed to move on as well. He had to salute his brother for being cheerful right now.
[Our mom’s fine hyung, she just gave me a pinch on my belly for not telling you about the flight. Oh! and a little smack on my shoulder for joking that you’re pregnant.] Sungmin laughed so hard Kyuhyun had to take the glass of water away from Sungmin’s hold before it was spilled.
“Jeez…be careful hyung.” Kyuhyun shook his head but smiled nonetheless.
[Hey is that Kyuhyun?]
“Yep. He’s uhh, kind of staying with me now.” Sungmin answered awkwardly.
[Really?! I bet he’s not even sleeping in his own room is he?] Sungmin’s cheeks were graced with pink and took the water from Kyuhyun’s hand and began to take a sip and hummed to Hyun Joong.
[So who’s better in bed? Me or him?] Sungmin choked at the water and all Kyuhyun’s effort of trying not to spill the water was down to waste.
“yah! Hyun Joong! Don’t ask trivial things like that!” Kyuhyun could see his lover’s cheeks were reddening and looked at him confusedly. Sungmin shook his head for reassurance that he’s okay.
[But hyung! That’s not trivial at all! I mean, clearly, I can-]
Sungmin cut the line off before Hyun Joong could get any further. Because really, the last thing he wanted to discuss with his brother was his sex life with Kyuhyun.
“Wasn’t that a little rude?” Kyuhyun asked as he crossed his arms against his chest. Sungmin shook his head and pulled Kyuhyun into a kiss.
“Err…Min. What was that for?” He really didn’t have to question the random act because he liked it anyway.
“I love you.” Kyuhyun blushed at the confession and replied with an ‘I love you too.’
They were about to kiss again when Sungmin received a text message.
[Ahahahaha you’re too easy to tease hyung XD Anyway, I originally called because mom wants to take you and Kyuhyun here next month for a visit. She already sent two tickets for you two. You should receive it after two weeks. She said she’ll kill you this time if you still didn’t show up. Oh, and she said hi to Kyuhyun!]
Sungmin decided to be honest with his parents this time and he bravely admitted to the two (via Skype) that he was in fact, in love with a man whose name was Cho Kyuhyun. He was also thankful that Hyun Joong was there to help Sungmin to explain further. So it was kind of like Hyun Joong was the spokesperson of Sungmin in Japan.
He received another text message after the first.
[You’ll be staying here for two weeks by the way. >: ]BUWAHAHAHA ] And Sungmin scoffed by knowing what Hyun Joong had meant by that.
“Hey Kyu?”
“Yes, Min?”
“Can you control yourself for two weeks?”
“What?! You’re the one who can’t even stay away from me for a day!” Kyuhyun countered and rolled his eyes.
Sungmin parted his lips to make a comeback but found nothing to say. Sungmin admitted. ‘Yep. This is going to be hard.’ He muttered beneath his breath before pulling Kyuhyun for another kiss while thinking of a way of how they could sneak around without his parents walking on them.
--end--